Was talking to nette, didnt knw tears rolling all over my face. She's still know me best.

When school starts until today, I do feel alot of tension going on everywhere. But I chose to ignore. Couldnt face it until today. Its stress that im handling yet i do not knw.

Singapore Polytechnic, right choice "steel" ? Oh no.. Pls pls pls, jazzmine , pls dont doubt now.

I seek love from my parents, I embrace them, I doing anything for them and for me.

Its difficult adapting Poly Life. I dont like Poly life.
I dont get sincere friends. No nice classmates. I dont knw what Im doing at these stupid foundation stage.

But nmw, still have to complete 3 years, rain or shine.. BARE WITH IT.

I have him there, but then i always let him go.
Im NOT HAPPY.' who the hell bothers.

I dont want any hot guy to bother about me.
I dont want any best friends to care about me.
I dont want my family to even knw.
what do i do ?
I cry.

MANY MANY SKETCHES TO DO.

NBP: doesnt you knw tht it hurts, when you say that Im a flirt. IMMA YOUR SISTER.
Im not, you are not even around me 24-7.

CIAO.