BAD MOOD :(

Ytd was christmas night, after dinner, papa and mama non stop yaking about me, I and LIMBU.
Im mad really really pissed off, didnt really spent the last 3 hours of my christmas peacefully.

I didnt work because they dont want me to sell charity tickets.
I didnt study because, IM WAITING FOR THE OLVL RESULTS FOR GOOD SAKE.
what it is left for me to study? If i knw what to study now, i would, cos im freaking bored-tarded!

ID job, yes!! im dying for one. But only my parents can help me get designers to hire me. But which designer would want a olvl grad and who knw nothing about ID to work for the company? -.- YES, im referring to myself.

I go out, they not happy.
I stay at home, they not happy.

And if they are going ask the same old sickening question again, ME IS SO GOANNA LEAVE THE FREAKING HOUSE ON THE SPOT. (dont worry, will get home before my curfews)
Everyday, they had been spamming me with the question, I hate to hear, scare to hear and dont wanna hear.
: "arent you worry about ur results?, you everyday still can carefree? "

not tht i dont wanna answer my mum, But im afraid tht i would quarrel. Its not necessary, i rather get the scoldings. ;/

Im worried, obviously im very very worried. every morning, first thing on my mind is what date is today, how many days left to the release of results. Im panicking every single day. I sigh every night tht STUUUUUUUUUUPID SLIP before i go to bed.

I swear, my one and only wish for my birthday, christmas, deepavali and hari raya, and the upcoming new year and cny wishes would only be to get into the desire course i ever wanted.

My secret is: I knew, i cant get into the course. thts why im wishing, praying and panicking every single day.

Im feel so retard not answering my parents a single word. well... its better then i flare up, things wont turn out great, you will sleep flame first then kenna distinguish by a huge waterfall okay !

& yes, a dumb wife would only knw how to ACT retarded. But actually Im not OKAY!
IF my husband was a santa claus, He would edit my results slip.

& awesome dinner postpone to new year eve dinner, all because of me, I feel so bad! D:

& Im looking for a job w/wenyi at Clementi's Kbox.
& Im looking for a Admin/data entry/invoice&quotation job, anywhere anytime!

& I assure great work attitude and satisfying performance.

nice resume? :D


WHATEVER ~ *roll my eyes to the skyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

CIAO.

IloveyouSERIOUSLYtoo.