morning, woke early though i slept late last night. I just dont feel like sleeping even though black panda eyes are telling me to get some more sleep. ITs TIME I GET DOWN TO MY MATHS. so im fine sleeping a few hours lesser. So get to school early morning to have extra lesson. During break.. i find myself cannot really get over with everything lingering in my brain.. so decided to give it a brain freeze had ice cream as my first meal of the day.. tht leads to some tummy problems. thanks to THX for being so... !#$%.

i got myself a very flexible-timing part time(: Working at 7 eleven, 1 week 3 days. 1 day 4 hours. 1 hour $8. Going on for 8 weeks. courses included. And i've 5 vacancy with me. reach me if you need a part time. I will only need ladies above 16(:

Apart from my sadness, my family are getting tgt very well. this Sunday theres a family photo shoot! how sweet (:(: cant wait...
I wish to do alot of things with my hair after 30th oct! i wanted to dye it copper tin colour and highlight it blond. tht is somehow freaking no cool to my dead hair ends. mummy suggest ... as a Asian.. we sick to super dull colour. i will still have to dye it back 2 months later; when i return to school.. so its okay with me either chocolate brown or staying black. and planning to do my perming at Thailand tht me and my family are heading on mid November.She totally trust their skills there. well... she's my mummy a hairstylist of more then 20 years of experience.And its definitely cheaper. So what to do other then trust? WHAT A PLAN!

Just attended graduation ceremony for the graduating batch this year. i see tears i see smile. how sweet tht they are pretty happy about it. But it doesnt work tht well for me.. i will have to see the teachers and the school for another year. so... ALL THE BEST.. congrats to them. (:

Found myself back as a loner but definitely much more relief. not that happy but in average still fine. I dont want to find myself in such a situation anm and its a biggest promise to myself. And for the last thing i obeyed him, i am kicking nicotine(idk spell) aside for good sick, sticking on a diet of "a meal a day". see how much i can really slim down. And it will all get better in time, fine on my own ( im always a strong girl) AND BE MYSELF (:

JAZZMINE !! start mugging !!!! no more slacking alright.