Leona Lewis - Better In Time





It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through



Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok



[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time



I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings



If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok



[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time



Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will



[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time




Im a girl who likes to express my feeling and mood through lyrics (:
I am so done with you, I did enjoyed, I did laughed & I did lovED.

Since there's no more you and me. It's time I let you go. So I can be free And live my life how it should be. No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you. Yes I will.
Its easy for you to put aside you feeling. So now I letting you to get back to where you left your feeling.
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh to hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in.

edited 9.10pm.
Leona Lewis made me cry. I had not been crying like this for the past 2 years. This time, i felt the real thing but i just dont want to get it. im banging into guys tht are all attached, i knw how bad i am, in a position of a tired party. i just dont want to interrupt people's love life too. It is my fault and also mainly my wrong. this time... time is no longer then 4 days, and im freaking begging for tht guy. its like hello? this doesnt look like tht jazzmine i knw. i dont feel freaking like myself this 4 days. i tried to be swt tried to lovely in the reality but in my heart, im asking myself wtf am i doin with this attached man. i freaking hate to be selfish. i dont even knw who him like or love. if he wants him, why freaking come disturb me for damn god nothing? i hate it. plus i guess he aint thinking enough... didnt cleared his mind. or jus taking me as a replacement. Tried other ways .. like being best friend and not gan darling. I told myself.. im not flirting with attached guy like him.. but the more i try to stop myself then more i do it. i hope... now its the end of everything occurring between me and him. i can see he wont give up a pure and innocent girl for me. and im so done with him. i will try my best to avoid him. even though i hate too. i really like him :/