Happy or not?

My horoscope today:
Your enthusiasm and inner drive for living are very high now. This is a positive time when you express your feelings openly, you feel alive and interested in the world about you, and your love relationships are exciting and harmonious.

How long, havent i talk about my life?

Im feeling like as if i done Estascy. Did i spell tht correctly? well, i dont do drugs frankly speaking. Im so high and happy and probably couldnt get into bed soon. Oh gosh, gotta scarifies my sleeping hours again.

Or probably, im not so fine and not so happy. Just maybe, maybe.. Im just helping myself to cheerup in all possible ways.

When i say, i dont gamble. Im lying. I just lost 15 bucks on mj last night. & speaking of me, being a beginner, im not good at mahjong at all. My friends still leave no mercy. You always complement yourself, tht you're rich. But not me or Joanna. When I say, i dont wanna gamble big, i meant what i say. Dont wait for me to show you faces that you dont wanna attend to at all.

Im chatting with hots guys pass few nights. Okay, maybe not tht hot. But just guys tht i would go for. Funny thing is, it dont feel right. I feel empty inside, you knw .. i really do. But this time, i think none of them suits to be inside. In another words, I dont need any real man lah. Though i really want anyone of them. But its only just pure guilty pleasure. So i'll only make them my friends, not my mate. Unless, TYE starts msging me. That will be a different story uh. * dont mind me "spamming blossom". LOL.

My mum is probably taking the dover condo matter way too seriously. Well, Im not moving there alone again?! Im an underage, a girl and i need family. So quit this topic, Im not commenting doesnt mean tht i agree to ur crazy plan!


- recommending macbook to all design course students ?
- OH HELL, YES!!!!

ADIOS :D