HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA.

Im so bored and sleepy. I feel like smoking, but I chose not to since i havent been touching those tempting sticks in awhile.

I really dont like how my family is right now. If I could, I would choose not to care. But obviously, I cant, totally can. Im like the FREE-EST human living in the house, of cuz gotta show some care and concern man. But Young Girl Big Mind, things doesnt go the way I want it to be. Sadly.. I think I cant handle this. Its probably way too off my limits for a young girl like me to handle , you knw? you knw?

And I guess staying at home for too long also not very healthy. The last time i stepped out of the house was last Saturday. I guess, I have to go outside and breath, before ending up smoking my mum's cigarettes away.

Everyday, 12nn - 2am. Lappy, Eat, Sleep, Shit, Tv and scold my brother and sister.

And I wanna state one thing down so clear here. About my sis... I want my sister back into that obedient state of hers. I'll do anything to get the task given by my dad DONE furiously. She needs to be in mugging mode NOW.

This song by Gaga, are giving me nightmares and daydreams... and and sentimentalization. AWWW.....I love it TTM.

And I hate my mum for being so cheeky!

My biggest secret plan !!! : Im soooooooooooo gonna kill my maid! MUAHAHAHA.
*Sorry, mental breakdown.

I was too naive to think tht my legs were going to heel off with no scars.
-SO UGLY.

Today, will be another day at home.
Thursday.. Volley ball-ie? * shall see.

Adios my lovers.