the word tht i never learn to pronounce.

Sometimes, I asked so many whys. But i had never met the why tht wenyi ask specifically.
I really really dont wish to blog this, but my brain keeps spinnning.

I knw very well who im after for the year 2010 after letting go so much, esp.. the idea of getting into sp, why i want to go to sp? Because of him. And now tht im officially a member of sp. Only until apirl, will poly life starts. Which means, living only 8 months for me to catch up to him... just before he graduates. By then, all the chase will be up for nothing or plan B, continue chasing to where ever he is? a university prehaps?

My secondary school crush since sec 3, while he kicks the ball into the goal pole during sports day. A guy i dated 3 times, a guy tht motivates, prettiest pure brown eyes i ever looked into, a guy tht speaks english everywhere and anywhere, a guy the sucked at his chinese, a guy tht is so tall so bright, a guy with a perfect family background, a reason why i like beef bowl, a guy then i will like let him know my true self, a guy tht i can bring him home for my parents to see and finally this guy still owe me a movie date.

He's tht someone tht makes me difficult to move a finger or to even speak a word out of my mouth. Oh gosh. where's my gusts?

Lastly, he feels okay being single so long. He's just happy go lucky. & nmw, he's handsome to me.
& Im learning to be like him! I feel okay being alone, so dont worry! SERIOUSLY, SOMEBODY.

Okay, now i feel stupid typing all this. gr...

ciao.