Stress, im not mentally alright. & i can tell.

Finally get into sleep at 4am after tossing on the bed from over 2 hours.
and woke up by my ma who was like alrdy sick for a week at 7am.
And i cant get into sleep anm.

And for 2 nights, i havent been getting a good night sleep.
Im like having really bad dark circles, pimples, extra fats, headaches, tummy ache and the most impossible.. emotions upset. I would like cry for nothing? Angry for nothing? Laugh for nothing?
How crazy is tht?

I cant get into sleep now, so im like blogging to get my eyes tired so tht it maybe easier for me to get into sleep?

I popped many panadols to try to make myself drowsy? But it didnt work.

I guess, i really need cough syrup. Like drink up the whole bottle and maybe sleep for 3 days 3 nights, then ... maybe i will be satisfied?

I every morning had a good one from my mom, literally like unnecessary scoldings?
Because she was sick, she was hot tempered. I have to help her out of bed, fed her medication, massage and change clothes for her. Its just heartache every morning, how u expect me to go to sleep ?

I cant sleep, I watch tv and munches on all kindda food i can find at home.
for the whole day until people call me out. People call me out usually ask me out for meals.
This evening, went back to office, to hear about the new project. I still dont think its profitable.
& Excel team made me felt less homely? thts pretty sad to me. bball tmr morning at 9am?!

at 10pm, met Joanna, Xinde, Elwin back at plaza for dinner.
Jacky and Julian came later.
& Had been so long since i last saw Kahwei. My ex, who owns a pair of sexy lips too.He looks fine to me, still tht skinny. Still avoiding me, i guess. Until today, I nvr had a chance to like really tell him .. somethings.I guess, its doesnt matter alrdy, Since 3 full year alrdy passed.
& secretly tell you guys, loving him was a big experience tht thought me alot, back in my childish days. & I sort of lost the SK. ;X

& plaza;s night life creatures are just simply the same old bunch. I still hate plaza!
Then crap alot with xinde and co. I laugh like as if sky was goanna fall. Then left for home around 12mn.

1am, after bathe. Call Wenyi back to discuss about Theresa's bday celebration tmr.
No conclusion, And a small fuss between me and keechung, made him flared and made me bust into tears like suddenly. Then automatically packed up and do my best on planning though i really hate to plan out celebrations recently, I reluctantly spam questions at bpj peeps. Until we arrived at our last conclusions.

I guess im over stressed out?
I cant stop thinking about polys and results, u knw.

I wish i could be real sick on bed on the 11th jan.
So i dont have to see results?

Come on, ANG SOOK YEN! face it.


-.- Im a lil tipsy.
Dont bother.

PWJ, Dont mess with my hair like tht anymore! I'll like you. LOL. jking.
recently there just sooo many PUAs around me. Hate it.
REALLY getting on my nerves.

Now , i find guys irritating.
shall stay single, IM NOT BF HUNTING ANM.
so give the fcuk up on this fatty, good night!


CIAO.