30 DAYS.

I wont cry for this i leave.
Im goanna miss so many many things.

I guess i still failed to love my TOOL. cos i still hate my merchandise and negatives.
MAMA SAYS NO, for sure this time, i cannot drag it any further.

30 days, i enjoyed myself. There's so many people i miss and cannot bare to leave.
but i believe, it will be better for me and second chance to turn my learning point onto what my daddy has to teach. I bet its time.

I consider myself as a very bad sales person, infect i still hate sales. Its just not my line and my so call "thing". I dont knw how to talk, infect i hate to talk.

But i love being a leader, an example, a pace keeper, a motivator and a Charita.

I wont blame my parents, cos i merely get my attitude back in sales. And its not helping on my huge daily expenses. Im a very poor girl, you knw!

Wilfred: "if a leader can survive through this hectic period of excel title challenge, it will truely prove tht this guy/girl is a very capable leader."


I got this far, but i given up.

Sometimes Goodbye is a second chance.
my parents brought me up for the past 17 years. I accept the fact tht they are the ones tht i will still be learning from, for the next few years, until i became someone like them.

Im ambitious, i wanna earn big money in the future.
but just dont give me sales. I sucked at it, and i really want to do things my like most.
I dont mind going onto dirty construction site and see what interior designs is really like or how architects work or infect how my father as a boss runs his team.

I just wanna learn something i love most.

Never forget the experience i learned in EXCEL.

i love you guys, i miss you.
suckest thing, i cant get to see the new office.

BYE. Good night.

at least now, i have time for family dinner, a visit to my granny, to touch on ah bee's office, time with awesome and rockers. And time for myself, rest and relief.

Im not gg to say sorry.
But i want to.
instead, i should say thank you.

To:
Wilfred, Javien, Recee, Shihui, Hongwei, Chris, Wenhao, Natalie, Xiangming. And the whole of excel team. Thanks for seeing the best in me.