OH shat

Im so dead.

Past few days I had fun, probably too much fun tht i forget tht my olvl havent end.

Im so dead.

Today is coming to an end in around 2 hours time & I wasted today doing nothing.

Ytd training was the most tedious training i ever been to.
But it was seriously fun with some new funny friends around.
A bunch of 17, tht dont really look like 17. CLBs Amazing!
I finally found where i belong LOL!

Its sooo though tht Eunice backout from the start & nette quitted half way through.
Left Regina, Wenyi and I.
Worked like an ass in the day. But at the end of the day, when everyone gathered back at the head office, it look seriously like some illegal party. Fun...? i guess..

Sihui, was nice, learned alot from her. Hongwei, is a very very funny girl. Whom I thought she was affiliated with Toh Kee Chang. Minus their hair, you can never differentiate them. Scary. Wenyi think so too, u knw! And some look like my ex. -.- phew.. i dont like, feel like buying them toothpicks. grrr....

And since studying had been out of my schedule this few days, I think alot too. Im not being paraniod, but just ... u knw. Its time to reflect, since im ditching many of my responsibility aside pass one month. Now its time to "make it up" i guess :) heh heh.

My family couldnt have a proper meal on the actual dinning table for the pass 2 months. Yea, i use the dinning table as my study table :X every morning my dad had to push all my books and papers aside just to have his breakfast on the dinning place. So guilty! but now, books are getting off liao, i promise it will all be cleared by this week. Sorry :0

Friends, i dont conclude tht i lost any friends. I only knw, I dont always go with the majority. And its not wrong doing so. I still take everyone as friends seriously and sincerely. I find it no point to hate. So as to my ex.

Relationship wise, i did thought of it, but not much.
so and so treat me better then how he treat me. I like so and so more this this guy and tht guy. I love this guy alot. blah blah blah ... *LOL laughing badly at myself.

Ask myself and ask urself, does it matters at the end of the day? It comfirm doesnt. I dont need to set criteria for my man. I dont need to purposely go hunting for "the one". All i believe is, if he's coming then he will. Im admitting to fate. u knw.. theres no way im going to run, its the way God wants it to be. :)

Hard time adapting back to study mode again !!! Terrible. My chinese!! seriously feel like crying. Its like nothing i could do about this subject anymore. Sigh.

Im so dead. how? D: