Facts or is it just my sarcasm?

Yes, i deleted AHEM* from my everything my msn, my phone, my fb, my heart and my brain.
(Just because i dont wanna see anymore things tht will make me fly to lalaland and never come back to study mood. I wasted 1 week of my critical moment just to pack up my feelings.) I dont wanna think or recall anm seriously, its tiring. very.

Even deleted, people still tell me about ur pm. IRRITATING ENOUGH to make me have the inspiration to reply.

Just maybe except friends connection. Sometimes i just wish tht they are just MY friends, but they're still indeed his friends in the very first place, I wanted to share friends thts why I be kind ,blessed him and still intend to have a slim friendship & I meant no harm in my previous post.
(the words maybe even more harsh if i dont have the habit of editing my posts)

I NEVER SAY "IM THE GOOD ONE, YOU ARE THE BAD ONE"
ALAN BOO XIAN HUAI.
cos its way too obvious. Outsiders have the eyes to see and the heart to feel. I dont have to emphasis words in my blog to make people think the way u think. U are seriously doubting too much on my blessings. O.O


Seriously, i thought u alr quit reading my blog. If not, I think you better do so quickly. Before it make you hate me anymore. NONO.. i dont want tht to happen! Not healthy.

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OF COURSE I CHANGED.
better girl, better life.
If i dont, I will still be crying like a ass every night ? you want tht?

If the way I learned to be strong provoked you. Then to my apology.. Im still sarcastic, aggressive and I still seriously want you to really find the babe you always wanted. Sincerely.

btw, i feel like changing my name to Lucinda. nice? :)
Good night.