still wanna blog.

Enjoyed myself toda seriously.
I laugh, I scream and went alil bit crazy. Dont call me crazy, chibut!
Im not im not, seriously.

Timeline of today.

1-2.30 mall, waiting for late comers.
then to pasir ris at 3.30.
3.30 - 6pm - cycling, camera action and fun under the sun and play ground too.
Sorry to say we are all alr 17.
6 pm - 8.30pm bowling session at Ehub. Freezing cold.
thts not the end, we bussed back buangkok around Jeslyn's area.
Find one kopitiam, we like so call "chiong" for it. cos we are all hungry. ;/
9.30- 10.30, dinner... amounting up for more then a hundred bill.
10.30 ++ cake and singing. HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY JESLYN NG :)
Then eat cake, play cake, photo cake. okay.. you guys knw what i mean ? And then I suspect tht Im not fully recover. SHAGG...


I bet we took more then a 150 pics today, with two digital carema's "batt flat until cannot, not even mentioning hp's cams hor..

Of cos, reached home kenna bullshits from my ma. I knw im not allow to attend anymore birthdays.

But Aunty Ang, your daughter is so friendly, how do u expect her not attend her friends' bday. Your daughter owned too many friends liao and more to come. Its a positive thing for her future career as well, i mean.. as in having more friends now .. you knw ..

LOL.

Received a msged.. from.. idk who..
I practically forgotten to reply:YA, IM BETTER OFF SO FINE WITHOUT YOU :D
LMAO. I dont wanna waste my time replying ur msg. SORRY.


YAWN, Im exhuasted and needed beauty sleep.

I ... i wanna say... is it tht easy to just put aside your feeling? Im alr not so tht paranoia about simple actions or lil things. I didnt ask for much... but simple words, tht i needed to hear from you time to time, i just didnt. I dont ask myself why, i stay optimistic about things betweem me and you. I couldnt anwer myself when it comes to two words "what if?"

I just wanna knw, is everything the same ? What if things changed in ur heart and i dont knw about it? When im having fun, i think of you. but do you? What if you dont? does this means tht i dont stand a space in ur heart?

I knw the remote distances between you and me, I knw. But I tot you are suppose to face things with me ?

So.. many things there i need to knw, I want to knw. But i just dont knw... dont knw.. How I wished not to care.. but can i ? no. Dont keep ur sexy mouth stud anm can? I realise, its wasnt only your appearence im crazy about, but ur voice and ur words. NOT NIAO HUA, its better if you dont say..

GD NIGHT :D
Toodles.