Our first month. <3 JAB.

30 days down 3255 days to go.
First month, should be every couples sweetest month I knw.
First month, you dont shy with you partner anymore.
First month, every couple met like every single day.

But for the old school, us, we were very sweet, we hardly meet each other 16 hours out of the whole month, but we will still shy.. hah..IDK WHY..

As long as we knw why, knw how come, knw what all this is for.
Then I guess, I could learn to forget the meaning of "doubt" or "paranoia".

My final say:

I:
Sometimes! I just havent felt tht I caught him.
I still have so much to learn about the mysterious him.
I still have so much to knw about the "always-covered-up" him.
I still have 9 years down the road to learn and knw.
I still have so much to teach this boy.
I still have so learn from you too.
I still have to love you, more more more and more..(infinity sign)

U:
U still have me.
U still have love.
U still have so much to learn from me.
U still have so much to teach me also.
U can lost the world, but not me. Unless any bitch can replace me?
U still have to tahan 3 more months NIA. JY!
U still have to love me, more more more and more .. (infinity sign) you knw, you knw?


WE:
Have so much to learn
Have so much to see
Have so much to know
Have so much to do
Have so much to go through
Have so many years to go..



OLD SCHOOL LURVE IS PERFECT :)


Just 22 days of not meeting each other. I FINALLY saw barney last night. Ytd was national day, planning to go study until night. But i spend the whole evening on my fiance's arms :D teehee.
Obviously, we were at city area camping for fireworks. We eventually get a good view.I didnt knw, an old school met up could be so tht nice.

Watching fireworks with a bf, its a first time for me. Cos every year,I watched it with my best friends, while celebrating Ah leow's bday. But this some, tht idiot when malaysia with her family cum bf to enjoy life.. whatever.
Back to last night, Des, wx and ch. dont knw went where... come on ... no lovers still got us. Leaving Alas and Van like couples like tht.. no good. *shakehead. As usual, bp and vera still tht loving. While camping, did a hilarious thingy. If Vera and I die earlier before Bp and Alan, they'll knw why.

then.. wee yoo.. fireworks.. then walk around.

Then the not so good part came, ALWAYS ALWAYS SO FAST SO SHORT, I DONT LIKE D:
time to farewell, My mind wondering when it the next time I'll see him again. sigh. My face always always turn not tht nice..

After one hand left another, walked a few steps, Always tell myself dont dont dont turn. But I always did, watching
tht small eyes face standing there dumb-ily. so cute, I dont feel lik leaving liao. ;/

Remember this song? :)


"And If I open my heart again.
I guess I will be hoping you'll be there for me in the end.

I open my heart to you
Im am hoping tht you'll show me what to do
And you help me to start again
You knw tht I'll be there for you in the end. "

tell me, tell me, Its this all not gg to end.
I havent love enough, I havent feel enough.

We have faith for each other, dont we?
We dont doubt, do we?
We gg to make this more, only more.. are we?


Im gg to end this with...

I love you, you love me.
We are one big family.
& a great big hug & a kiss from me to you. (muack)
Wont you say you love me too ?

I love you, barney.

:D