an lame update on my studies.

Morning assembly, staring my time through the field of my school. I realise something, the leaves of the trees and grass of the field, are all not tht green anm. I see more yellow,brown, darker green. Of cos.. summer left, its alr autumn.

70 days left right, to my Olvl, then it will be another season change. And obviously we arent gg to experience Winter here is Singapore.. Rainy days perhaps.

I guess it's time..

I will only knw what is home after school.
I will only knw what is study after eat/sleep.
I will only knw what is persistence after failing.
I will only knw what is fun after O.

Im experiencing solo endurance okay...
& Im goanna meditate optimism and master a whole new level of Independence. ha!
Other then all this I dont knw, I dont care, I dont bother.

so much to say, so much to prove, so much to show.
Actions speaks louder then words.
Cos talk is cheaper then action?

How much bullshits Im goanna get from my prelim results, Im alr ready for it.
Just maybe.. maybe.. after this round of preliminary threatening, I'll get motivated?
lol.

Im studying, bit by bit, day by day. Even though the time left is like hell to me.
And a noise evening family NEVER EVER HELPS. Irritated.

Math and c.Sci, I wish wish wish wish to ACE IT !
Olvl chinese results coming out soon, I think.. and Im expecting a fail then I will have to die die retake tht sickening subject again later this year.

One day, If i lost everything at least i will still have my knowledge.
Speak more English, Olvl Oral coming...
Die die not gg to screw tht up, If i do, I will screw myself up.

My history paper today, I did whatever I could, I knw I didnt memories enough context, I just plonked what I have inside, leaving another 13 marks question blank... Im still hoping for a pass for humans.. For the first first time, Im serious. And Im still hating tht fimbo who made me picked up History, well.. maybe i will be thankful to him only when i excel in it. But so far do take note tht I had nvr.

Tmr Maths and SS, I dont knw where to start.
Shall I sleep first?

Back to whom i was.
I goanna say, Toodles :)

Dont be ever shock to see change, Somethings stamped never ever gg to change like U (: