Just venting. wordy wordy.

From now on, I couldnt ask for anymore. Im so satisfied.
& My final lap are like drawing nearer and nearer to my day by day.

As for the ever changing me, I only hope to change to be more optimistic. To think on the brighter side, hoping for a better tmr, seeing more fruitful progress and feel the deeper feelings.

Trust and faith will be the final FEEL until I end my last paper to my family tht they will always remind me, my friends tht they will always nag at me if im being too paranoid and to my barney its just "so near yet so far". I hate it :(

Im feeling so sucky luh. Even telling my bf to plan about our "honeymoon" after the 11 november. And he aint suppose to tell me anything to make me feel excited tht i will forget about studies. Sigh, sometimes im just saying all this is to just keep me motived and enaged into books and revisions.

BORING MAN my parents are at msia hiding between some durain/rambutan tress again. BTH them. phew. No one at home to scold me to nag at me to study, i'll feel werid.

Preddiction AFTER Olvl :
- First thing first, find my barney happily.
- msia 3 days trip with Joanne and co.
- Prom shopping > Prom.
- Work with rockers'
- welcome 2010, we're one more year closer to dooms day....
- olvl results.
- cannot predict anm....

man man .. so tempting me ...

TIME'S moving bloody slowly, good.. the time fore me to study. but too slow not good D:
- losing motivation now and then.

My person: PARENTS ARE EVER STEADY TO NAG ME.
My soul: JOANNE COMING ON MY BOAT (plan) , good to chiong. :D
My heart: BARNEY FACING IT WITH ME ;/ abit torturing him..

WHY NIGHT STUDY NOT STARTING ?! D: stupid H1N1.

I think my paper dont only end at 11 nov, I still need to re-exam my chinese papers. My chinese compo, super out of point man D:

This coming Tueday, Chinese oral. And Im still not reading chinese newsletters...

My blog song's from wilber pan. I heard this song out of no where in my maid's radio. When youtube search, last year's song and wow.. tht mv is even more power. I like. :D

Turning Point By Wilber Pan.

转一圈回道了远地。这一转 就转了８个月。
& I knw we are gg to go much more then these.

CIAO.
Forgiving myself bit by bit. Not because of hurt but love. Our timing abit old school, but Im lovin it. Like dramas leh :X
I've decided next saturday, I will be mean and selffish, cos theres nth left to hide.
我抱着你 我们的爱情 has not ended.