TO: all whom maybe concern.
If its mine, its always mine. If its not mine, I DONT WANT IT EITHER.
Neither do I realise, Im really nothing to him. And he is nothing to me. I dont feel hurt, dont feel like crying when he break my heart. Im not hurt but I do feel the pain. Love shouldnt be painful.
What else can this boy do? AHA. I've got tons of idea running though my brain. Things are gg round and round in my brain, tht makes me really hard to concentrate in school. And thts not right i knw. * nod nod.
The "happiness" I once felt was all fake. And I thought, I could pull it through by faking all this time. But sometimes even happiness could just fade fade fade AWAYYYYYYY. WEEEEEEEEEE. I've got nth to say to him anm anm anm. :D
He doesnt understands me, doesnt knw much about me. I nvr wanted to understand him or to know things about him in whatever way, but God make all tht happened and let me knw him and understand him. God doesnt want to see me sad. No no. * shake head. :)
God love me, so tht He blessed me with a pair of big eyes with good eyesight and good listening ears, so tht I can really see and hear what he have to do all behind my back. *tsk tsk tsk. And he thinks, tht me, this lil girl dont knw anything. LMAO. :D
It have been nearly 60 days, all this time.. Things I dont wanna hear, i heard. Things I dont wanna see, I saw. Things I dont wanna knw, I knew. God just want me too see, hear and understand my bf. I did all of it. GOOD GF AM I ? :D
Now you knw... each time, when I treat you bad or show black face, God talks to me. And I always always treat my bf really bad! tht silent urge that i've pull it down for so long, just happen to toy my attitude, mood and emotions. Not forgetting, Jazzmine is a super duper emotional girl *blink blink :)
How much more could I love God? Im so thankful to God. MUAH, MUAH , MUAH.
I've tried to seek revenge to do what he did, but I couldnt and cannot make it happen. Simply because I've learn my moral basic well, unlike him. I knw whats F-A-I-T-H. Not to mention he aint holy.
Im not just a dumb girl.
Lets call it an end, hunny. misses.
xoxo, once ur baby
ps: get lost from my life now on.
Biggest CIAO.
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
If its mine, its always mine. If its not mine, I DONT WANT IT EITHER.
Neither do I realise, Im really nothing to him. And he is nothing to me. I dont feel hurt, dont feel like crying when he break my heart. Im not hurt but I do feel the pain. Love shouldnt be painful.
What else can this boy do? AHA. I've got tons of idea running though my brain. Things are gg round and round in my brain, tht makes me really hard to concentrate in school. And thts not right i knw. * nod nod.
The "happiness" I once felt was all fake. And I thought, I could pull it through by faking all this time. But sometimes even happiness could just fade fade fade AWAYYYYYYY. WEEEEEEEEEE. I've got nth to say to him anm anm anm. :D
He doesnt understands me, doesnt knw much about me. I nvr wanted to understand him or to know things about him in whatever way, but God make all tht happened and let me knw him and understand him. God doesnt want to see me sad. No no. * shake head. :)
God love me, so tht He blessed me with a pair of big eyes with good eyesight and good listening ears, so tht I can really see and hear what he have to do all behind my back. *tsk tsk tsk. And he thinks, tht me, this lil girl dont knw anything. LMAO. :D
It have been nearly 60 days, all this time.. Things I dont wanna hear, i heard. Things I dont wanna see, I saw. Things I dont wanna knw, I knew. God just want me too see, hear and understand my bf. I did all of it. GOOD GF AM I ? :D
Now you knw... each time, when I treat you bad or show black face, God talks to me. And I always always treat my bf really bad! tht silent urge that i've pull it down for so long, just happen to toy my attitude, mood and emotions. Not forgetting, Jazzmine is a super duper emotional girl *blink blink :)
How much more could I love God? Im so thankful to God. MUAH, MUAH , MUAH.
I've tried to seek revenge to do what he did, but I couldnt and cannot make it happen. Simply because I've learn my moral basic well, unlike him. I knw whats F-A-I-T-H. Not to mention he aint holy.
Im not just a dumb girl.
Lets call it an end, hunny. misses.
xoxo, once ur baby
ps: get lost from my life now on.
Biggest CIAO.
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
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