Daddy & Mummy's home!

Yes, Vera updating :D

Ytd went to panjang again for one more round rolling. AHA. For the sick of fun, seriously. This time for sure its for Wenyi and Vera only. eh.. papers and pens are all out for sure, but our mouth were still moving like crazy. heh..

Then went wenyi's place, des and alan reached in no time. Then watch tv at her place, then after awhile walk back to bpp. Then vera went off. Then had dinner with the rest at LJS. They were play tht chips like ... duh.. STILL CUTE ANW :D haha. Alan went off. Des and Xiong went off. Most got xim one, bp and wenyi walk me to the busstop :)



TOday in school, ate alot alot alot.
Recess had pasta, Long john again for lunch, then back to school for chinese lessons, then straight to volley bally. ahaha! had 2 games. WON both! very proud :D




Then came home! DADDY AND MUMMY's finally home! They went to China 10 days ago, I went crazy during tht very 10 days too. Many things happened through out the ten days man. I've been so strong and standing alone. Now seeing them, makes me feel like crying.

Gosh, Im thinking too much again. Im freaking tired right now and maybe stress too.. MY CHINESE !!! crap man.

On the path of growing up, I lost myself somewhere along the route. I didnt knw what I was doing. For the pass 6 months, I didnt knw where I was heading. I am hitting the wall with myself again and again. So pain, so tired. I miss the way i were 7 months back. When all the not-so-amazing things have not yet happen. Just where and who am I now? I realise this 1 month back, now Im trying so hard to get my ass back to who I were.

Jacky says: I tot you u changed to a pretty good girl during the Nlvl days. But now, how come?

When I heard this.. I couldnt really stand up for myself, I answered "idk" very reluctantly. I, myself miss the old Jazzmine too.

Telling my self to head back to whom I was nmw. Even though my life now really sucks, I knw there 'll alway be sun after the rain! Dont give up Jazzmine!

AHA. Dont mind me crapping to myself.

CIAO. night night to all.
Dont even think about false hope.