Its another 12 hours, to Dance's syf man. Getting so nervous and seriously anxious.
I worried about this and tht and everything tht may interfier tmr's compeition.

Im not expecting an C.O.P or GOLD. But just somewhere in between and giving in our best in whatever we do tmr. PHEW PHEW.. cant breath.

My daddy .. he have been worried about the condition of my complaction. Which is currently like rotting again. He have been giving money again and again to get my skin fixed. But it hasnt. I dont knw which skin specialist to turn to anymore. And of cos making tears falls down my cheeks dont do the magic. I broke serveral times while looking at my face in the mirror. I feel so ugly man! But after awhile, I just get use to my ugly side. very pathetic huh..

Darling, get himself into some big big trouble. Gosh.. Im unhappy too :( Dont worry honey...


EEEEK.. tmr having thick thick make ups on my face!! I DONT WANT !!!!!


WISH ME LUCK~ Wish my dear luck too...
pray hard pray hard.


Have to sleep early. But i guess my dear cannot even close his eyes. :(
GOOD NIGHT ANW.

CIAO