Thursday, April 2, 2009

Hi, ytd was Apirl Fool, I got Boon, Elieen, Jiayi and Joanne on my prank list, infact they were foolishly pranked by ME :) One word for them DUMB.

Exhausted sial, dance are nearly everyday. 2 more weeks to SYF,to be exact lesser then 10 practises. Costumes are here TMR :) Sounds really exciting to you guys, but to my its demoralising. breath BREATH...

In class, I hardly understand what teachers are uttering through out the lessons.

Im very mad over some inhumans who are just so tht naive man. If I dont clear up their shit holes (ya im referring to their mouth) they would probably destroy my next romance again.

Let me announce and make things really clear about my last relationship with Boonping. He broke up with me on the 4th march telling me that he fell for another girl in his campus. Pushing on, he was highlighting something tht made me so sad.

It all happened when a freaking mad call woke me up in the middle of the night.
Is tht call from a lady I worked for in a car show, saying tht im with his husband. OMG
Her husband is probably 30plus very very rich and Im just only 17 plus... superrrrrrrrrrrrr pooorr. CAN YOU GUYS ACTUALLY BELIEVE? -_- its so the destructing tht i dont even wanna post about this matter, yet this annoy force me to.

I told stan about this matter and obviously he didnt trust me cos i could only meet him like 1 week once or twice? Thanks so much to tht call, I could even talk back with him. Everything he brings up made me so speechless and i couldnt couldnt speak up for myself. But i did said something from my heart "if you dont trust me, just dont freaking talk about "us" anm". Cos I'm a girl who made things so clear for him but he just bloody just didnt see it.

So I let him go because he is the one being unfaithful, not me. then i decided to concentrate back on my studies. Tht week, I could eat well, couldnt sleep well and could even study. Fell sick eventually.

He called me back after 5 days, telling me he wants me back. Whats on my thought is tht: "he cant hong tht girl he fell for, thts why come back to me". My last words to him is to just let me go and i freaking wont pick up his call anm or even if i will.. i got only two words for him "fuck off".

Now as my widen my eyes to look for guys i found this man, standing at 181cm. tall man! half of my dreams was granted. And I may going to risk, yea Jas?

And I believe the anony in my tag aint just playing any April fool on me. But im goanna tell you the very last time, If your husband have been cheating on you for 20 over times, thts your own problem. Dont freaking come and interrupt a 17 yo young girl's life. & I dont have to admit things tht i really did nt do. Go play with your baby... LOL. May God forgive your sins.


CIAO. vented :)

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