Wtf wtf.. Im alr not motivated to study alr, they still go on nagging non stop, tell me " dont go school". How I wish not to go to school also and I wish I could fucking leave this bloody house too. I stood there angrily as my tutor and mummy nag and nag. My mum ask me several questions, I fucking stood the quietly looking very pissed.
" Dont study, I could fucking go get a low pay job without Olvl cert"
" Dont study, go ITE join BB and co, I also can one! "
" Dont study, I JUST FUCKING WONT STAY AT HOME AND LOOK AT UR FACE!"
Merely just my English bad results, you insist tht i will fail my Olvl. Then why am I still attending school, extra lessons, and the sickening tuitions?!
If I really dont give a damn on my studies, I wont fucking attend school alright?!
As my face turns from red to blue, my mum then decides to let me do my own things for my O lvls. Here is my new curfews, Weekdays can go out and study until 8pm. Weekends until 10. ! month can only attend two friend's bday celebration. WTH!
So friends.. if i cant attend yours, I apologise now. :(
For my O, I have to swallow all this complaining and assaulting.
For my O, I have to start mugging now, Cos Im forced to.
Until what Jaslynda told me, I dont knw what you say was true. I have long lost my faith and trust in you, ex bf. I can only listen to what was passed from you through jas to me, but I wont believe it. You are my first true love, you are the first one who thought me what was love too.
All I can comment to you about my life now is tht, after you.. i couldnt find anyone like you anymore. Its true and from my heart. Our memories stays. All the best.
Ps, for cursing in my blog but You still deserve it. :D Happy living.
What you told her, sours my heart and soul. thts true, nothing is turning back as we both knw.. our life's are 2 different world, however I didnt officially thank you for tht 11 months. I thank you, ANKW.
" Dont study, I could fucking go get a low pay job without Olvl cert"
" Dont study, go ITE join BB and co, I also can one! "
" Dont study, I JUST FUCKING WONT STAY AT HOME AND LOOK AT UR FACE!"
Merely just my English bad results, you insist tht i will fail my Olvl. Then why am I still attending school, extra lessons, and the sickening tuitions?!
If I really dont give a damn on my studies, I wont fucking attend school alright?!
As my face turns from red to blue, my mum then decides to let me do my own things for my O lvls. Here is my new curfews, Weekdays can go out and study until 8pm. Weekends until 10. ! month can only attend two friend's bday celebration. WTH!
So friends.. if i cant attend yours, I apologise now. :(
For my O, I have to swallow all this complaining and assaulting.
For my O, I have to start mugging now, Cos Im forced to.
Until what Jaslynda told me, I dont knw what you say was true. I have long lost my faith and trust in you, ex bf. I can only listen to what was passed from you through jas to me, but I wont believe it. You are my first true love, you are the first one who thought me what was love too.
All I can comment to you about my life now is tht, after you.. i couldnt find anyone like you anymore. Its true and from my heart. Our memories stays. All the best.
Ps, for cursing in my blog but You still deserve it. :D Happy living.
What you told her, sours my heart and soul. thts true, nothing is turning back as we both knw.. our life's are 2 different world, however I didnt officially thank you for tht 11 months. I thank you, ANKW.
Dont make me sad, I will eat and eat and bloat myself out. I will turn fatter and fatter. :(
its my habits.
SYF coming, what if i cant fit into my outfits?
So disappointed with rockers' males.
Sorry Theresa, I will fight for a good planning. :D
Favourite Quotes:
"Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had
You saw me as a friend
Baby I don't want revenge
But if you must know the truth
What you didn't see in me
That's what you'll never be now
When you're telling me I always was the one
I see a desperation"
"Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had
You saw me as a friend
Baby I don't want revenge
But if you must know the truth
What you didn't see in me
That's what you'll never be now
When you're telling me I always was the one
I see a desperation"
CIAO.
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