My horoscope of the day:
Your emotional side is still a bit rambunctious, but you're also grounded. This could be the perfect time to take a risk in the love department. The planets say yes, but what does your heart say?
The whole hell of today, in school to malls and landing at home, I dont knw what is it, pondering all over my brain, I did paid attention in class.. maybe most of the time.. heh. But Something Something, its just there stucking through my brain, tht make me really hard to concentrate and puts me daydreaming the whole time.
And the very think Im thinking about the whole day, is... is.. I really dont knw what is it..
Gosh, I really need to focus, cos I wasted my one whole week of holidays, NOT studying. Damn, If I continue to be slacking like thts, theres no way tht Im goanna get through my Os this coming Oct. And Im just motivated!!! Okay, you can say Im giving excuses. But really, My class aint "on study mood" and so as my closer friends. You will say: I should start myself. But I cant? Cos I really need a study group to get myself down to mugging? Frankly, I just cannot bloody study alone, You get me ?!!!
STOP! why am i self debating? -_- so lame.
Furthermore, My families are having real serious problems. And Im freaking worried about my Dad. I really have no idea, if the problem goes to the worst.. I really dont knw how. JUST DONT KNW HOW. I just cant stop imagine things.
BLAH BLAH. Despite of everything, my mood is still normal. thts a good thing?
"And Im tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me wanna back home. "
Been complaining and whining to BB about my lastest craps and emotions. I was freaking down down down. But BB ask me to JUST GO HOME if i ever feel tht way again.
Yea, BB was right , the finest way so get out of boredom and loneliness is just to go home.
My face are going back rotting, Its always rot when i return to school ?! fcuk.
CIAO.
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