IM NEVER A LIAR WHEN IT COMES TO RELATIONSHIPS & I BLOODY MEAN IT!!!!!!

(aka jaslynda's favourite verse) 我不想再走回头路, you understand? I dont want to be a liar like what you always call me as, thts why i told you every single thing truely about me and my ex. Its not the way tht you think and you thought and you can make your own side of decisions. Im seriously very up sad. Im not trying to hold back anything in my past, Im just speechless about my past. I realise tht its not the feeling of being doted i really wanted tht bad, is tht i feel happier with you. Happiness tht you are as present bf, is tht you will at least thought of me, will at least call me before i go to bed, will least spare me tht only 3 hours you left, will bring me out for dinner, buy my sweets chocolates and gums and at least i can feel your present.

my past nvr brought a single slight of happiness, even if u ask me to go back, i wont go back for something tht is alr not there anm. If only you dont have the feeling you use to have for me, then we go separate ways. If not Im holding to you my present one and only.

I dont bother about the boring-ness and the long hours tht i will be waiting, I seriously dont mind. you can put everything at priority in the first place and put my on the last, I will be understanding and i will get use to it. As long as we are happy and comfortable together.

* Went to work today, meet my bf after work went mall's gelare had ice cream.

going to bed , when you saying tht you are leaving me, i felt how much i like about you.
Good night.