Time flies in school today. After school went mall with Joanne and Elieen awhile then we went home. I've been trying to sleep siol, my eyelids are freaking heavy, but I cant sleep in such a hot whether and sunny. Even turning on the air con wont help the brightness of the sunlight penetrating through my windows! DAMN!

I finished my last important paper on the 31 oct, I tend to enjoy holiday life after tht. Its so damn like a dream to me. A BIG BIG DREAM/NIGHTMARES.

from 31 oct to now 2 jan its been fully two months! I admit i didnt spend time with me girls, made super good friends with a large group of Panjang peeps aka Rockers, passed by the shortest relationship, went for the once in a life showgirl experience and eventually down to my final one and only :)

I've Learned ...
- to "take it and leave it", Love comes and go, why not look forward and go on with life since i only 16? aha.
- to look at things from another angle and so not being tht negative towards everything single thing.
- Friends are ROUND THE WORLD. IM SOCIABLE(:
- Showgirl life are boredom.
- to be faceless.

EVENTS during my holidays:
- DefenceTechX 2008 (7 Nov- 11 Nov)
- Carbon Conference (12 Nov - 13 Nov)
- Theresa & BoonPing (14 Nov)
- Thailand Trip (16 Nov -23 Nov)
- Shortest rs. (24 Nov - 27 Nov)
- Spring Singapore Conference (28 Nov)
- Osea 2008 ( 2 Dec - 5 Dec)
- Wow wild wet Rockers' 1st Mth (12 Dec)
- Designer's Follower (15 Dec - 17 Dec)
- N lvl results (18 Dec)
- Christmas & Eve ROCKERS (24 Dec -25 Dec)
- Carrerista Jamboree 2008 (27 Dec - 31 Dec)
- Happy New Year 2009 (:
- Welcome back School.

sounds rather pathetic leh? whatever, I enjoyed my 2008 holidays, never have my holidays been tht exciting. Its like a big big dream. When I was day dreaming about my holidays in school starring at my teacher.... he goes O lvl this year , class rules.... blah blah blah.

Speaking of my teacher, Mr Shahrom. We only got one form teacher and peeps of 32 joysters. I suppose tht my class can really study this year? i dont knw... btw, im soooo dumping my 4 years life as a class treasurer in my major part Secondary school life. Im a class sectary this year! Be a Good Girl and study hard. Damn, its hard getting use to school life again!

Bottom line of the day:
You can dont love me, but you cannot dont dote me. I may need someone there, someone to love, to hold on to and someone to help me get over my past, but Im goanna say it again you are nt a substitute in whatever way. It is very easy for you to leave me, I guess thts the reason why I dont knw how to give in tht much, I dont wanna get hurt anm. But probably as time passes by, I may learn to love you and not get hurt? I have no idea. Yea stay this way, as long as we are comfortable with each other.

So trying to sleep. CIAO !