went bugis with theresa today, then meet the rockers at bugis junction. When to sreach for our tops and bottom at bugis street. I cant find Jonathan! tht lj guy still dont wanna return me money! shit him! then went OG shop shop. then I went to meet joanna. walk walk walk. then meet the rest of the rockers with joanna. Went makan, then haha. then we went home.

Reached home, mummy kpkb. i damn bth her. Yea, i told lies .. who else wont? I learned everything from her. cb. Father always like to step in one leg, damn pissed off. Im earning my own expenditures, why do they fucking care ? I have nvr ever scold my parents until like tht. They just make my mood even worst. Ytd, didnt even ask me to wake up, say i dont wanna visit my grandma, WTF i love my grandma more this you this evil daughter-in-law do. Everyday scream and shout saying you wanna die, then go ahead, i will accompany you. Hair-do... is you dont wanna help me do, say other hair stylist no skills. i even learned how to lie from you, thanks to you mother fucker. I nvr study? yea... i 've never like studying, not like your younger daughter scored a handful grades of As. why? because you gave me YOUR OWN genes, you have nvr ever like studying since young too. You have to thank me, for working so hard in NA stream and not to be as pathetic as you in school. daddy sucker. Yea, im so damn fucking freaking bloody useless, shouldnt fuck each other in 1991 and give birth to me ya? KNN.

Dont ever steal or copy my words anm. Im the one who is hurting, im the one who needs understanding And I M THE ONE WHO IS TIRED OF EVERYTHING. Im a human, i got feeling too.

No one ever understands me, is alway me giving in so much for the sake of their happiness. i swallow anger and fustration again and again, i just dont wanna be like the old Jazzmine venting temper around like mad girl , i've been try so hard to be a good daughter, good friend and a good partner. Everything in fate fail me, what can i do other the be so heartache and cry? You think i love who im ? I hate who i am, i so wish to be selfish, but i dare not. Im not going to work tmr. Im so done with everything in life. CCB DONT CRY LA!