Im so relaxed at home, damn shiok. I have no idea to work or not. My dad is asking me to be a follower of his designer, Im still deciding to follow anot. Is this really what I want in life? I totally have no idea. Im only 16, but yea.. if i get to start my future career alil earlier then others means I am a step ahead of others. But my whole holidays will be like down-the-drian?



Im seriously playful now adays when I came to knw my new bunch of friends aka Rockers' Gans. But sometime, I intend to miss my old life, to be serious with every single thing and not playing around. BUT BUT BUT.. results releasing soon. & I cant freaking breath upon hearing the news! Its just 10 days away, people!! you can start to countdown now!



When i get so sick of my new songs, I will automatically stick back to my folks. Just being frank, I dont feel like to be in the group anm, I want my own time to be back with my own life. Life had been a serious 180 degrees changed for the passed one month.



Or maybe i just wanna run away? he is still fools my around like a kid with his words, im so sick, tired and numb by his words. I dont knw which is the truth. Where's the strong Jazzmine I use to connect my life with? Why do I hesitate over again and again decisions I've alr made ? I seriously lose the game of LOVE, I lost to you Alan Boo. Act like nothing and be normal friends, are just pale pain to me. Why dont you understand? I cant get off, the feeling still lasted so strong, or maybe too strong to be true? ):


CIAO
GOOD NIGHT.