Damn it! its just seriously 38 hours away.. wee-u-weet till I hold a piece of paper to decide my fate, I seriously cannot see my future if i fail my N, Gosh damn! its just a N lvl then I am alr like tht, how do i head off for my Olvl next year if i have the chance to?
I kept pestering my mum about :"what if I fail?"
She always didnt reply me, but today she really reply me for the very first time: " if you fail, private school get a diploma and go straight to US study overboard and come back with a Good Angmo man as what you always wanted."
I GO WTF?! SERIOUS?!
Adding on she was telling Elieen the difference between Angmo man and Asian man. :" Angmo man are not only more caring but faithful and generous unlike these Asian Men.blah blah blah"....
Elieen was at my house she heard tht too! I badly cannot believe what i heard from my mum's words? I self-high for awhile, I kept uttering about angmo telling Elieen until she bth.
But NAH, my mum likes to lie, somethings cannot be so naive, cos its too good to be true la!
If I bloody fail:
1. Private Sch. Get a O lvl cert go on to poly.
OR
2. Lasalle, if my parents willing to afford.
OR
3. ITE
OR
4. I DIE.
GOD!
If I pass, dont need to say... go on to Sec 5 happily!
PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, freaking anxious.
Rockers, I WILL RING YOU GUYS TO HEAR GOOD NEWS !!
I kept pestering my mum about :"what if I fail?"
She always didnt reply me, but today she really reply me for the very first time: " if you fail, private school get a diploma and go straight to US study overboard and come back with a Good Angmo man as what you always wanted."
I GO WTF?! SERIOUS?!
Adding on she was telling Elieen the difference between Angmo man and Asian man. :" Angmo man are not only more caring but faithful and generous unlike these Asian Men.blah blah blah"....
Elieen was at my house she heard tht too! I badly cannot believe what i heard from my mum's words? I self-high for awhile, I kept uttering about angmo telling Elieen until she bth.
But NAH, my mum likes to lie, somethings cannot be so naive, cos its too good to be true la!
If I bloody fail:
1. Private Sch. Get a O lvl cert go on to poly.
OR
2. Lasalle, if my parents willing to afford.
OR
3. ITE
OR
4. I DIE.
GOD!
If I pass, dont need to say... go on to Sec 5 happily!
PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, freaking anxious.
Rockers, I WILL RING YOU GUYS TO HEAR GOOD NEWS !!
To the awesome:
What i can do its only pray hard for the all 5 of us, I cant imagine us going separate ways, i am so freaking down thinking upon the results. I JUST CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU GUYS. I dont wanna think about it, but i hate to say Im a thinker who think alot alot. NMwhere lifes takes us to, we are still awesome 5. ILY!
Im a Emotional thinker, thts why hesitating and thinking too much are my hobbies. Put the blames and the hurt on me, cos I think I deserve it. Good luck charming.
CIAO, GOOD NIGHT ALL. HAPPY 3rd Year LYA (:
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