Guys asking what do you really look for in your partner?
Family asking want you wanna be when you grow up?
Friends asking how long can our friendship last?
And you asking yourself when are you going to die? LMAO.

my replies respectively :

"Sometimes, it really takes a true love to see the true self in you. "

"I dont knw, i will count each and every single steps in my life lead me to?"

"I believe it will, unless you dont have the time"

"God Knows"

And sometimes, I get bored with my life, I wonder about my future. I didnt sleep well last night, cos I am wondering about this. Seriously, do you guys knw what you guys really want in life? Is your expectations simple or complicated?


I dont even knw whether I want it simple or perfect. Nothing is prefect.. unless you are naive enough to believe so. But wanting it simple isnt tht simple too. correct? things may turn out what you dont really expect.


If you trust fate, pls be aware tht you are waiting for something tht you never expect. And i dont really like surprises. Fates gives you your family, your friends, your love, your career, your talent, your characteristic, your personalities and yourself.


I always tot trusting fate is being realistic, but until now i dont even knw whether is this so? what you think? Or am i just trusting something tht never existed? well. well. i dont knw.


I love my family, my friends, my character, my talent, my personalities and most importantly i love myself. And I dont want or wish to change myself for who ever else tht interrupts my life. But no matter how stubborn im am with this point, life is still changing whether im happy or not.




SO IF ONLY I BELIEVE THT: " LIFE IS ALWAYS CHANGING DONT BE SAD AND BLUE COS CHANGING MAKE ME HAPPY AND IT WILL BRING ME SOMETHING NEW " (:
its a sesame street songs! very cute one.

Yes... If only my true love sees the good and beauty inside me.

tht you dont have to cover up with thick make ups every single morning, just to let who you like see your pretty outside? And guys brushing their hair in the mirror until they go botak? is wanting a pure relationship with NO PERSONAL WORRIES so tht difficult?

Yes... If only I do well in studies

tht you dont have to worry much about signing report cards or even your career in the future. you dont have to go through the fear of facing failure.

Yes... If only we all have the time

to spare time with each other so tht theres nothing known as "drifted" ? Do we love money more then friendship at this age? i dont knw myself either.

Yes... If only I know when

if you knw when , i knw when and everybody knws when. leading to another big question: are you afraid of dying? i personally think tht i dont fear of dying. this is wat human have to be when their time are up ?

AM i too stupid to trust fate?




And... I dont really get what I am crapping about. forget it.