Horoscope of the day (:
The depths of heart can be a complex maze of emotions, so tread carefully. Love isn't a giant cave full of booby traps, but it's never a simple journey. Allow yourself to stumble and fall. Then get up, brush yourself off and go on your merry way.




Reality are coming closer and closer to me and each day passes by. I realised people tht doesnt link to me will never ever go with me. Most of the things goes well with me, except him. Totally two opposite characteristic , two different personalities and its like ... Iam to earth and you're to the sky. I wonder and wonder again, how on earth can I fell for you just like this?
I believe in myself, I am sure to find my why out of you, just like any of my previous crush. But I dont wanna bluff myself or my feelings either. I suppose you dont knw anything about this or you havent even notice it. For the very first time, i wanna do my own decisions on my relastionships' so I didnt tell anyone. And this time , im goanna keep quiet and allow myself to stumble or fall through out the way out if I really lose to you. And if I really stumble and fall. I will get up on my feet and move on happily!


But before i really stumble and fall, I STILL WANNA BET ON YOU FIRST.


Another reality is that, PTM its just the day after next. And Iam still not working hard enough. I see the com , i blog. I see the tv , i watch. I am living such a messed up life. The more tht i feel tht studies are important to me the more i feel like giving it up. Im just not born to study. Why cant i be like a geek? Sit down study from morning till night. Then i sure have no problems in my studies!


& tmr's maths trigo test. I am still not studying, keep on pondering about tmr's party? ARH!




PLUS, I hate MRS MT's face! Sometimes she make me feel like she's a good teacher. But her old habits and old screaming pattern make me DIAO her every single time i see her face! Sickening!



BYEBYE