Hey hey everyone,




I had been staying in school this few days from 6.30am all the way to 6.30pm. Mainly studying, with Matthew and Apple, thank God Matthew gave a bright idea at the right time. So from this week onwards , we decided to stay in school and start digging into books and really study. Actually, a very good idea. Since I cant study at home or outside. School in the afternoon is definitely the best place for studying (:



Haoxiang Matt and Clayton, made me laugh and laugh instead of study at the last hour. Then i came home. (: Solving maths question are just like in hell, plus, i made a new friend, wei jun or something , she is a nice girl. She help me with a complicated sum today. & I cannot understand a thing haoxiang says. haha. (:






Last Saturday went Ptm alone dont really turn out okay at all. I nearly sob to death infront of Mdm Heng. She told me the really big problem with me aint tht I cant study. Its tht my mind are too negative about everything. Seriously I realise EVERY SINGLE THING tht i am nervous about NEVER EVER turn out right. Plus, I just wanna hide from the reality all the time. I dont wanna admit things when I am in the wrong. Told lies and lies to cover each and every one of them up. (PS. towards my grades ONLY)





She told me sky arent always bright and sunny. Sometimes dark then it rain , sometimes pissed then thunder. JUST LIKE LIFE, life aint always tht easy and its arent tht hard either. If only you can trust yourself and add some humble confidence towards your goal. Life might be better.
I cant do it, you see... I had been living this kindda life for like 9 years. How it change? You tell me man.. Getting super restless!!




And in sweetest thing on earth love. I got to find a way out. I cant keep on being like this. i feel freaking pathetic, like someone but cant be love by tht someone. But whatever it is, whenever he smiles, my heart melts. awwwww...




& my DADDY is really sick. MY daddy is a strong muscular healthy man. He seldom get sick, must be the tons of durian he ate for the pass few days. Thinking of it, he had been so hardworking for my family. I felt tipsy of sourness in my heart when I see him lying on the bed with a pale face. ): GET WELL SOON DADDY! i wonder how this Saturday's ptm is going to be like, despite my daddy is still sick. Pray hard , tht my daddy dont faint.



BYEBYE ):