low low low, i love the song LOW.

haha.



im feeling super crazy right now, and super hard and uneasy to go on life man!

u guys remember tht black sexy guy i fall for aorund last year's christmas?

i was recalling his face this evening on the bus momo-ing on the way home.

cos he was my last ex-boyfriend , tht MIA for months alr!!

i realise i really miss him whole lot man!



then i reached home for tution around 5.15. and he msged missed call me on 5.45!!

and left me a msg. so cool, everything is like so ....

but i wasnt tht happy though. im still super angry with his dissapearing.

Fido: hey pretty. hows everything? hows school?

Me: super fine, i thought u were DEAD. (super mean)

Fido: ouch, thts pain. u alr had a bf.

Me: No, im prefectly single when you;re GONE. (still super mean)

Fido: alright, we'll meet again soon.

Me: alright (like "REAL") happy belated birthday anw. (17th march)

blah blah blah

Me: you happy ?

Fido: not bad, yet to be more happier when i get back to you.

see tht?
give me one fucking good reason to believe on this kinda ex boyfriend who cn go MIA ANYTIME?

i cant find myself any good reason to let u come back to me.
we are like 8 years difference in age. i cant understand him, neither he could understand me.
T.T

as i tot i wanna be good, and go for new york city.

but, tht doesnt turn out right after all.

im confuse like hell.

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