can you,
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

now i understand why.
the only thing on earth tht doesnt change is "change".

edited 1.20AM
_l_ not happy today.

morning went to mall and helped my parents with some banking.
then meet cartoon for the interview form. and chated.
then when home.
blah blah blah.
then selling some squash yellow stuff again.
i hate to do this at this time man!
how can i face him to pass him the money?!

if saying sorry would help me feel better.
then u're fucking wrong.
but even so, im not accepting any apology from you.
what for?
is i made myself to wait for u idiotically,
even when i alr knw what the ending would be.

from the start, i alr knw.
i can nvr ever win this round.
but my stubborn attitude gave a fucking big stepped-in.

seriously, i dont wanna leave u so early.
but u ask me not to hang on anm, whatelse can i still say?
& U'RE FUCKING MEAN!
i dont knw how to reply you.
i really really really really really dont knw how to.

i told myself.
if u cant bare to leave your gf, i'llleave then.
even real dumbbell also knw u cant bare to leave ur gf.
i knw i had to leave, but i nvr knw it was this early.
thts too much of you.

dont you knw, telling me this all will only make me go crazy?
dont even feel like doing the toyrus job anm.
dont want to bake tarts for you anm.
dont want to accompany you amn.
dont want to go down sms anm.
dont want to quit smoking for u anm.
dont want to visit you anm.
dont want ur kiss.
dont want ur hug.
dont want ur everything tht i used to love amn.
& im JUST NOT CRYING FOR YOU!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"SORRY" IS JUST FCUKING NO USE!!!!
it only makes me feel even more pathetic.
DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU, I DONT WANT TO.