edited 12.57am
boring, today at work was super slack (: so nice.
after work meet joanna awhile.
she told me tht he was online.
so i happy happy went home and online.
well, he not online after all ;/

waited until now, alil disappointed.
but i want to tell you one important thing my dear.
im getting my hands off cig/alcohol. alright? (:

dont be angry with me anm, i beg you ):
ill make it promise to you, swty.

SIAN!! theres school tml!! -__-

im going to bed now, if not ill be late tml.

night night everyone.

tummy ahce!! ;(
12days is soooooooooooooo damn long~

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend im ok
But thats not what gets me

CHORUS:
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But im doin it
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and im alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

(CHOURS x2)

Not seeing that loving you
Thats what I was trying to do