haha, work today starts at 2pm for me!
long day today.
at least the chefs there are all so damn swt!!
i get to have a free pasta from them.
and dessert too !! HAHA.

and on the way home. i was talking to christina.
how she much she look alike with junxing.
the next thing i knw, junxing is infront of my sight.
haha. he was on tht same train too. with his gf and vincent.
soo haha. funny.

&& im OFF TML, joanna.

the feeling from me to u, alr numb. u knw tht?
my very last words to you, my swty.

i knw u're a really good man.
u are really a obedient, cute, loving, understanding ,talented and handsome guy.
when its the last time u told me "aku chinta kamu" ?
it have been a really really long time.
from how u treat ur gf, i can see.
u still cherish her very very very much. well.. i can feel it.
a 1 year relationship is always deeper then a 1 month one.
i can understand tht, my dear.

you are a good hubby in her eyes and her heart.
so dont spoil it alright?
continue to be a good hubby in her eyes.
i dont want u to turn into a bad guy because of me.
good man sounds prettier on u(:

my heart do crack, when i really cant have u with me.
u just shouldnt tell me from the start tht, u will leave her someday.
because of this sentence i had been like a idiot, waiting for tht SOMEDAY to arrive.
HAHA, dumb right?

anw. i believe my feelings to u will slowly slowly fade away.
and look for a new good man.
and i will learn not to fall in love with a married man, like you.
i've been a bad bad girl. i will also learn to be a good girl, alike you.
unless of business trades, i die die wont interrupt you anm.
i wont be at ur door anm, to give u a darn crazy surprise alright?

i will cherish the "so close" moment we had. i hope you too.
& guess what, if tht someday arrived. tell me, alright?
all the best for ur everything. ya?
aku cinta kamu. ilu,swty.