You make me happy then stay in my life

2010-09-22T19:20:00.001+08:00

moved to :
http://jazzmineA.tumblr.com

been an exciting three days.

2010-09-09T01:27:00.002+08:00

Monday Submitted our freaking last assignment which is the dossier, which me and my girlfriends are fully satisfy with the publishing throughout the weekends. After Submission, guess what WE WENT SHOPPING !! I so spent lots. I brought all casual clothing as the others find something for the party. Went to shop at somerset 313 then dine in at cine. The best fries forever rocks!! spent 200 bucks one day! thts bad!

Tuesday! Let the party begins, its not as nice we thought it will be. But we still stayed one for about 2 hours or so to minger around. Then we went clementi Kbox, to sing out hearts out. I mean scream our hearts out! HAHA, its FUNtastic, trust me. I sing best with them !! they rocks.
Knowing that we came to end of our classmates life after this 4 months, its kindda sad tho. Im goanna spend time with this this holidays and it will be it. Im so goanna miss jamming in with them. SUCKERSS !

Today, it was Honglin's birthday! follow be boonpings, so both celebrated tgt. I made cards for them, it didnt turn out well, i suck ! but i camwhored for them! have fun reuniting with them after like the last christmas ? wow thats long. They are still fun and loving, nothing's changed. I THANK CHIEN HAN FOR SENDING ME TO WOODLANDS ! & SORRY FOR SLAMING YOUR DOOR! haha.

Love pass few days, but the next few days goanna stay homey :)

Im just not ready to miss you so soon yet. THIS SERIOUSLY SUCK !

Its alright, cos i like the way it hurts.

2010-09-02T01:21:00.005+08:00

My dad and my mom is quarrelling again, i sense it that a big hurricane would strike anytime, well , it striked tonight. My mom left house again.

They dont understand, me and my siblings' heartbeat are equally angry, equally pumping quick and hard.

Being the eldest, I find myself useless.

When i was young, i couldnt do anything about this kindda situation, people would understand.
but now, im still freaking chickening. I just want to let them knw, i am responsive and i mother fucking care.

This is the first time, i like song that describes the relationship between 2 person that brought me life.

Goodnight.
Goanna head bathroom then do some drawing.

My first camp in SP.

2010-08-20T12:41:00.003+08:00

I was totally not into camp during the first month of my poly life. I find it a big waste for time.

But after interacting with my own clique, i think i like what just happened the past few days.

inspite being a super petty girl AGAIN.

after staying on things are damn alright!

I turn my embarrassment into thick skinness.

Even dance K pop dance infront of everyone.

Yes, i was abit pissed off the OCs, first movie night we had.

We were late yea, cos i need to go buy some essentials, like plain water, where the freaking camp doesnt even provide. I knw they will never do, thats why i needa buy ?

The came back to join the rest look at their pissed off faces, like they cannot go on with the movies without us? yes, for safety reasons, but dont make a big deal out of it with those freaking irritating black faces and annoying demoralised heakshakes from the organisers to the campus. This will totally make me feel turned off about this camp. And if they think because of 20 mins, make people feel turned off about the camp... works. then good luck for you guys!

AND TOTALLY HATED JOASH FOR THE MOCKING!

but i am lovin him after that. <>

he gets all girls attentions, so thats why he caught kais attention?

tht explains my next morning attitude.

I totall feel like an ass to chee siang.

he kept feding me breakfast, i keep pushing away like sucha bitch.

HE is a good gl btw. AND he is not a gay.

I really think tht the people in SDC are either heartless or brainless.

People have feeelings.

okay, after venting.

NOW for the good stuff.

Games are really well set up, i love it ttm. cos its challenging. OR maybe i dont knw i got no more camps to compare to in sp. And the police and raiding games was an kickass one! Movies nights are good ideas. cheer was entertainning.

And some interesting people i would love to point up to!

- bp. SUPER CUTE. His words and attentions make me feels like he is a gay. but totally FUN-NEH. good leadership skills, i suspect its the key to his team winning.

- Issac, act cool, but dont knw cool anot. He is a very on person. Dont deny his rockability. He kindda rock to me!

- chee siang and joash are done pointing up to.

- daimien, should really stop thinking so negatively.

- a girl in this helpers group, this small girl, PRETTY SIAL!

- azirl, cool guy!

- My 5 friends was AWESOME!!! ell was sick.. and had 4 pretty girls to visit him in te guys bung like famously! Idk, all other guys was staring like no tmr...

- Mafia was a very nice theme.

- aarron has tht rich kid look. he is the guy where i accidentally printed using his paper like a stuck up bitch. HA.

- most girls looks bitchy to me, they should really smile more.

Im rough when it comes to games, ahlian when it comes to sentimental stuff, an wanna win attitude to win the game, at least i didnt give up on my team's performance, no matter how cui it looks.. i still finish it for my team. Ass!!

what do u expect, its a group for designers CAMP!

OVERALL, i like it. & excuse me for ma vents.

Work place sucked, when a place said to be no politics, its usually where most politics lies.

everyday its a suck up days. i hate to go work now. I USED to love clarkquay. Now its just some place where i sit and have supper at.

Last night party world with em tho.

ok... now i think this post is grosss. FORGIVE ME.

better start on my projects. I havent do a single thing !!! worry!!

still tasting whopper at my tastebuds! yummmm..

2010-07-31T03:35:00.004+08:00

life like totally tiring this week and probably the next.

Theres 3 submissions next week. wow.

Vas - Thursday

Bdc - test friday

Fds - friday.

I just came home from simei!

Im not so happy with the things we did on tht pieces of wall. But im still proud of it tho :)

We did a 20 meters log wall of graffiti with paints and sparys for 6 hours straight after school and dinner treated by James *loves and melts then sizzle! My super hot lecturer!

Its for the Youth Olympics Games Openning tmr for the East part of Singapore.

Today a very tiring day. Yet im still awake now, waiting for my hair to dry then i will confirm plonk myself into my beddy bed! HAHA

> this morning woke up after a 5 hours sleep.

> BDC class at 9 am - 12.30pm. Got drawing mock test.

> 1pm to 3 pm. lunch and jamming. at our usual place

> 3pm - 6pm. FDS, do work !

> 6-8 pm travelled from west to freaking east, simei. & BK whopper dinner!

>8pm - 2 am graffiti, fun !

> 2am - 3.30 am cab home for free again !

and bath and though time washing paint off my body !

Now home waiting to get into sleep.

Graffiti is real tirings, and it tires me out more with my projects dangling. But somehow its a really good stress relief :D hee hee.

I dont knw will i miss my cliques after we go into our own majors after september. I will spend time with them whenever i can. Promised.

Sorry Alicia, hang on !!

I have been laughing alot alrdy recently.

I like guys tht are obedient and decent. somehow everything there describes you & thats why i cant stop falling, cant stop laughing.

CIAO.

Set this straighter.

2010-07-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

Sunday:
-VAS wire frame to be done. ( at least finish the head)
-FDS all form board cut-ed and hole-ed
- OC presentation outline

Monday - Friday : school as usual.

Friday night - YOG openning's graffiti.

Saturday - Work

_________________________________________

VAS:
This week:
- frame structure
- eyes, mouth, nose, ears
- take pictures & sketchbook.

by final week:
- pot
- flowers & leaves.
- weave everything tgt
- take pictures & sketchbook.

FDS:
This week:
- construct each compartments
- hole and sticks
- take pictures & sketchbook.

By final week:
- 7 collages 3 D
- paste
- finishing touches.
- take pictures & sketchbook.

BDC:
- Sketchbook
- Edwards Betty Book.
- Practice human figure drawings.

OC:
- presentation outline
- dress code
- plan
- practice.

GC:
- yog holiday then chiong

ONOW :
- packing up.

catch ups.

2010-07-23T00:36:00.004+08:00

Last night a huge butterfly flew into my housie! It freak the hell out of me. LIKE TOTALLY!

And shooting in the middle of the night, freat the hell out of me just now. like creepily.

Im crazy about school works, projects, lessons, submissions and presentations! Crazy crazy period, and i can never imagine how life is like in school majoring in ID next year.

I know that im hard to get to for my old friends. Not attending to my phone like every hour is alrdy my habit. I only like attend to it when i needa call someone and thats all. And did i mention an ipod touch that i got it for my birthday is soooooo damn useful as compared to one pathetic army phone ?

And i like i fell in love and falling out of love. I dont knw why, but his backside is getting on my nerves!

its 1 AM.
and my hair not dry!! i goanna zombie tmr morning, I dont feel like going banya's lesson.
but i have no choice, tmr again a long day for me, got shifts at night.

> saturday, morning art friend! (artfriend is really my friend! tht i visit 2 times every week!WTF) thts explains why im soooooo broke! after art friend, shifts! all the way until 11pm

> sunday, Vas afternoon, Fds night.

> monday cfm BLUE AGAIN! thanks Constance!

blah blah

> next friday school ends at 6, i have to cancel my shifts and do YOG graffiti! how honoured!

> saturday YOG whole day, cancel shit or maybe half shifts.

> first week of august , SUBMISSIONS for FDS and VAS! < crazy!!

> 3 weeks yog HOLIDAYS WOO WHOOO.. goanna spam shifts, to get my black berry blod 2!

sad this is , theres submission after holidays too!! boring!

WHOLE month planned out. now you guys knw where to find me And know when i cannot be found.

CIAO :D LOVE YOU GUYS!

can never be replaced.

2010-07-19T19:58:00.003+08:00

Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know,
Maybe I'll leave and
laugh about it someday

But not today, no
Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
with someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Letting you go is
making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make
believe it doesn't hurt

But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My toung is tied and my
whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need

Like a first love,
the one and only true love
wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
I loved you like you loved me (Oh)
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced .

Everything is cool and im gonna be okay.
Not a good time to emo. I still got tons of work to do in my hands.
Wednesday got presentation, slides are not even up yet.

Its been about a year now. Tell me and teach me how not to be naive.

tired. sleep first i guess. HAHA.

CIAO.

In school.

2010-07-16T13:47:00.004+08:00

Im so sian. i forget to bring my 7 collages!!

very mad.

Sometimes im just piss with my friends just maybe because of pure annoyments, I probably give up on them like lets say 3 weeks ago. but now... I have no idea im goanna keep my good temper on them for long. I thinks its only only her, but i cannnot stand to be mad at sucha cute creature.

I hope they knw that i was just trying to be nice.

Everything i do, are just hell crazy lots of things to make my work rock, but only only rock my ass. Sad right.

Everyday go the school, i would think about "will i see him today ?"
I see elva, shuan, haoxiang, yeechung, alan, desmond lim , nigel lo and many more familiar face. BUT I CANNOT, CANNOT FIND HIM!

back to topic, im sick and tired of whatever im doing here in my comman foundation year. I dont knw why are we doing all this instead of majoring in our electives. Im freaking out with 4 projects going on this week. and its only one down, but 2 more up !!

ONOW DOWN, here come GC and BDC!! like wow !
I cannot afford to waste one weekday evening not doing work, in other words, im working on my projects whenever im awake. sounds horrible ya ?

And back at Gmax, it just make me hate my friday night, which i by right could relax abit. Now even saturday is taken up. Shag, how can i not be shag !?

I dont think he is right for me, so i stopped seeing him for the time being, theres really tons of work caught at my side. Dont ask anymore, he freak my mum out anw.

Maddess in july, it suppose to my the best month of my year.

CIAO. sorry, pms-ing!

Officially Eighteen.

2010-07-05T00:57:00.007+08:00

Hi guys.

I just had my birthday celebration with my family and friends at my house. Its a buffet party, and i hoped everyone enjoyed it.

Im officially eighteen now. And i wont want to party anymore. So this will be my last and final one :) I have also totally quitted smoking when i turned 18. Weird. I got alot from my parents. But i still knw tht they are not letting their eldest baby girl go tht easily. Not even a bf yet. I gues, everything have to take it slow.

Im cool to have all of us here tonight to celebrate this special day with MOI. THANKS ALL!

CIAO. school tmr!!

HAHA, im still here, NOT A GOOD IDEA TO TAKE SHOT USING DSLR. Loading into com is tough!! on the waiting time.

Last night after 12am at gmax with andy jason and pat.

I got a slice of birthday cake from tcc. and a meal of kfc delivery. and 6 gmax bungy ride after count down of my birthday. Then at the last ride, Im suddenly soaked with ICED WATER. I freezed until i tears. but fun. Andy hasnt play enough one whole bucket of water was up next!

Tonight, birthday celebration.

OLDIES : joanna, ninette, elieen and bf, jacky, jason, yee chung, davin and my whole family was there.

Poly: pearlyn, kailing, jialing, ell, yingtong, chloe, alicia, yufeng, keith and alan was there.

Rockers: wenyi, boonping, keechang, wenxiong, desmond and cheinhan was there.

Others: yang and davin was there.

Yang was the last to leave my place, and he helped my mum to clean the place. My mum conculde tht he was my bf just because of this. And she couldnt get over it. -.- And thats why i conculded, My parents are still not ready to open up. Im not pissed, but I really dont have a boyfriend, and i never will get one with my all fats dangling!

I didnt have time for my oldies, Im sorry. I accidentally did it again. Every year like tht, thats why i m starting to dislike the idea of partying. This is why I totally get it, when apple didnt turn up. I didnt blame her. I needa reflect.

I didnt feel tht i enjoyed, but i think tht logically i have to enjoy. Whatever. its the last one anyway. Hosting aint easy for the one old fat fellow like me.

AND SADDEST THING, i did NOT wish for a BF.

can anyone explain to my with logic, why DIDNT I ?!

oh suck..

I love my fam fam & friends friends ANW!

ciao again.

birthday celebrations havoc.

2010-07-01T00:41:00.004+08:00

After getting the celebration approval from my parents. I suddenly thought that a buffet aint what i want. OR i can choose to ignore the fact tht i have too many friends. It suck.

I wanna celebrate with my poly friends the most. But at the same time i dont wanna forget my awesome girls. And i dont want, Wenyi and co to call me a Boxim.

Worst thing, i dont think all... 3 cliques would even bond.
this sucks the most.

OR i cant choose not to celebrate birthday from now on. I need to get mature, so stop celebrating birthday shamelessly !!

;/

CIAO.

not into him at all.

2010-06-27T05:52:00.004+08:00

Im done with my days at work, for the past few consecutive days. Tiring sial. My life felt to topped. Day is like night and night is like day. wth.. I think never in my life i had ever blog at this timing, 5.53am?! seriously?

Haha, lets chat.
Work was fine, school work ?? I think almost done.
Starting school in 24 hours time. I havent been holidaying, as you guys can see.
My life is so upside-down. I dont knw what to do about it sial.
And MY PROJECT HAVENT START !!!!!!! D:

And my old friend at work is giving me a crazy though time. He thinks his a know it all. When he totally dont understand me?
He just dont get it!!! Im NOT THT INTO HIM.

Then I kenna frame at work in a victious way towards others. Im like the heartless creature.

A work place without politics its a place with intensive politics, get it ?!

Anw, im done with it. one week once only. can talk cock can have fun. got stable income. haha. NAH talkcock. my parents may not what me to continue night shift.

the pay rate im getting now its so not satisfying for them.
My parents night shift, each of them earn 2k one night. how to compare?! how to argue?

anw, starting school soon, projects will be trashing in soon too!!

WORRIED.

results showing soon too!!! ARRRRR...

ciao. :D

I cannot get enough sleep.

2010-06-20T18:03:00.004+08:00

I get a night shift job, with a low pay like this?
And why i like this job?

Seriously i dont knw, I just totally miss the days i worked at clark quay 3 years back.

LIKE HOLY COW?! 3 years gone so fast.

And these photos, tht i took during my project photography out with classmates, something's in those photos just attracts me and tell me to go back there to enjoy night life again there again.

- I DONT CLUB
- I DONT DRINK
- And im definately not smoking again

So why night life, without party and drinks ?

NAH, i just love clark quay. TO THE MAX.
the way it is....

And nope, its not always because of love,not because of Fido.
like i said, its done 3 years back. totally done. We never really started, never really end?
I really havent really thought of getting into any rs, right now, im serious.
But he makes me excited sial. idk why. Probably its the new job.

U dont trust anybody, I probably trust everyone but you, and its true.
AND ITS NOT BECAUSE U HURT ME DEEP DEEP -.-
& seriously, ANDY CHUA OBVIOUSLY HAVE NOT GET OVER ELIEEN LEOW. Lol.

this joanna's shot.

It has been really cool since 8.30pm last night!! Or rather, it totally rocks.

Im abit slow when it comes to trainning. But Im getting use to the it ALREADY.

Being the booth cashier its different from i had been doing in wallet linc sial. At Gmax counter. U totally literary rule it.

EXAMPLE 1:

Costumer: its the bungy save ?

Me: no, its fucking NOT save!!

Costumer's face, BLUR ~

Me: still wanna ride to fly anw?

Costumer: sure, play with my life man.

EXAMPLE 2:

Costumer: how many poeple on one bungy ride?

Me: how many people u have there?

Costumer: 4

Me: SURE NP, one ride up with 4 person. And down with 3. * winks.

Example 3:
Costumer: how much is it?

Krystal: which one?? - the bungy 4 million sg dollars. th swing, 3 million sg dollars. ( for the whole construction)
Costumer: you wanna play with my life and now my life savings?!

and many many more and probably more carp to come. like seriously, craps sial. COOL I LIKE.

still learning to act cool like them sial. And i probably conclude tht, this is not a no brainer part time job. I'll probably learn alot. (Y)

AND AND oversized shirt and cargo pants make me look like a complete idiot on my first day of work! but its okay! i still have what i want... -FUN.

being one newbie on the first day of work. I kenna bluff and cheated all the time sial. In a superb way instead. 1 ride on the swing -unprepared. 2 rides on reverse bungy, first time.. as a human sand bag and second... for the sake of the legendery washing machine(krystal) and super spinner(terrence).

MY WHOLE LIFE, i never knw tht gmax, g max... CAN SPIN UNTIL LIKE THT SIAL. ONLY THE LEGENDARY PROFESSIONALS CAN DO IT. and i totally look like a retared sick cat after the ONE ride with those suckers. GIDDY~

I like people who are just generous enough to take real tough jokes and craps!

ITS PART OF MY LIFE.

THTS ABOUT IT~

and i cant sleep after the ride, tho im real tired after the closing.

NOW, i have to get my design done then tmr, ell, pearl and kai. come my house do printing. then get over with it. then... work. again. WAHH!!! fun sial !

im abit siao. cos its like another life for me. I FINALLY GOT MYSELF A LIFE.

i think...

AND I TOTALLY ENJOY THE SCENERY OF CLARK QUAY AT THE MIDS OF MY ULITAMATE BUNGY RIDE, so u guys should spend tht bloody 30 bucks to try it out!

So whts wrong without bf. you got good friends to talkcock with !

ciao!

Got myself a new job. A super dube one. AND NOW IM SAD.

2010-06-18T23:06:00.005+08:00

Went for a interview at Gmax today. I got their confirmation in like lesser then a hour after the interview. I got 2 Australian bosses, tht are sooo cool and sooo kind. AHEM ya.. i find every single angmo cool!!

So this is my plan, i got a superb 18 hours work tmr, STRAIGHT. and earnning 100 bucks.
0930- 1800 :Amk, wallet linc,
then home bath ,
then down clark quay. 2030 - 0330

im terrified now. yet excited.

AND

i check my grades online just now, I got a C+.
and its fucking demoralising can.

I really lost faith in whatever im doing in my foundation year.
I hope working everyday would make my disappointments disappear..

This week ahead.
I planned tht i would get my blackberry bold 2..

+ a great day with JOANNA :) meet leow and reggy too.

im so sad so tired. I no mood to watch fifa today. and i probably cant tmr. :(

Imma money-hungry cat during holi :)
CIAO, nights :D

In the bubble.

2010-06-15T00:10:00.003+08:00

HEY GUYS, screw my previous post man. Idk what am i uttering about at the very last part. It like, feeling to slap myself reading back.

AND today... met Boon and Xiong at Cine for a movie. KARATE KID duh what else.
THT SHOW was quite a painful one to watch. phew~ But overall its still nice, cos Jackie's in the show! LOL. whatever, but i really find him aging, fast. ;/
I WANNA WATCH : The Killers and SALT and .. and maybe The A team.
And i feel good to spend time with them again :D HA.

Im goanna continue with my movies and fifa for the rest of my holidays since i have no work on my hands now. & My dad feels like screwing himself for not signing tht FIFA WC pack. AND I feel like too. HAHA.

You knw :( days without iphone sucked.
Thinking back again, tons of memories are like real still locked up inside my spoiled iphone.
Like pictures, songs, notes and msges. MOST IMPORTANTLY, i lost all contacts. Seriously. ALL 400 peeps'. Feeling so shitty now. My nokia phone now doesnt even sounded like i the way i want it to. * jeez. &&& Without plucking in, sucks the most. People inside mrts are very disturbing too! like totally! I WANNA BE BACK IN THE BUBBLE. (means, in my own world) cus possibly i cant hear a single unnecessary shit, u knw.. only good musicccccccccccccccc.

RAH!!!!!

tell me again why i needa buy a DSLR?
hmm.. but i really needa get my bb now. And i knw its expensive still. tsk... how how how~
I saved 700 bucks currently, wanting to get myself a dslr canon 550D with tht money as apart.
But now, i think blackberry is a must . COS I CANNOT STAND THT FUCKING NOKIA cos its all written in mandarin! And probably a nice mp3 to go with it. AND THERE GOSE MY 700 bucks. In my life, i have never save so much money by myself. And its goanna be gone again just like tht. Shag sial...

I talked to my mom about tht dslr thingy, I THINK she will probably get a cheaper one for me for my birthday. HAHA. guessing only uh....

Ytd, when shopping with my mom, like eddy says, i am like fully loaded fashionably for the next semester of school. HAHA, kindda true. now i knw why poly students spend more money on clothes as compared to jcs and ites. HAHA. We dont have uniforms, and its quite a stupid fact to bring up cos its DUH- obvious! HAHA. And frankly, i thank my mom, cos i needed that. im alrdy bored with my closet. So ya knw.. just in time... COOL! And played arcade with my brother and mom. Like seriously, i had fun like a kid! totally not embarrassing to say so. haha.

And played arcade with boon and xiong today too, cos we had like more then 2 hours to spend before movie starts. kindda funnnn. Then after movies, dined in at botak jones with this lucky draw event just beside to entertain.

I dont understand why people take driving license when they dont have a car to drive? And so what if u're getting tht license of urs early? whats the point girl ?!!

And Fcuk msia gov, AGAIN. For picking me to join their army force.. just because I am a PR in sg.

but life is still good for me, ya knw!
Though im like letting each day pass aimlessly. But its quite alright. So dont worry eh.

Im losing blood for two days now, so dont bother me much! HAHA.
CYA.

HEYO. im really blogging this time.

2010-06-14T01:58:00.005+08:00

Im feel so sorry for my blog, because imma designer yet my blog look so fugging ugly.

I edited it, thanks to blogger, which finally have this new design thing going on.

its cool, its cool u knw. :)

I didnt turn up for date. ITS A OFF. ALREADY , it should be 2 years ago. I really dont knw what im hanging about. I might have gone a lil bit mad.

Idk.

I have this song to acc my new blogskin.

Here by me by 3 doors down. its a old song, but a new song to me. 'if yall get wht i meant.

I dont knw, i dont really like any of my new songs.
Neither am i comfortable about the old ones.
Even if , i wanna get to heard thoes oldies, i dont have the chance anymore.
I cfm my iphone rested in peace two days ago.

HA, idk why.
Old songs that remind me of you. I tried not to like it no more.
But the new songs still reminds me of you, I cant held but to keep repeating it.
What do i do?

I promised, you may be my last kiss (til now). But Im never gonna conclude you as my last love. NEVER. & YOU better wish me luck to just meet another one, cos its soooooo not fair to knw that you've already found yours. Not provoking, but im truely happy for you. u knw? u better knw!

Oh fuck, being to emotional in the middle of the night again. 'cos its holidays?!
- BLAH, give me two weeks, & i'll be over with tht. :D HEE HEE.

And lastly, Im having FIFA fever.

CIAO.

FUCK MY APPETITE.

2010-06-10T00:04:00.003+08:00

Im freaking not alright looking at the fcuking mirror.

What have i turned myself into?!

I REALLY NEVER FELT SO FAT IN MY LIFE.

I GAINED 5kg for the fucking past two months.

I KNW I SHOULD FUCKING STOP. BUT MY APPETITE SUCK TO THE MAX.

YOU: Sorry, another time ?

THAT YOU: i hate you, cause i hate ur name.

THIS YOU: never remind me, i dont wanna recall.

I WANNA SEE DOCTOR. cos im going crazy. both mentally and physically.

Sometimes, the only cure to all my ugliness is YOU.
I'm on my way to believing and i want spend my holidays with u.
CIAO.

JALAN KAYU PRATA

2010-06-09T01:25:00.003+08:00

We finally meet up for a wild and mad supper. Jalan Kayu's prata is fattening at night. but.. oh .. well. we did that anw.. HA.

We had fun.. but im just hungry.
Im eat alot recently. until i never felt so fat ever in my life! SAD! Alan telling me nice recipe on how to slim down within a month. Like seriously, if it really works, i would pay him. Now who wanna play badminton with me this weekend?

And sooo fast... afew more weeks and im done with my sem 1. Life have been fast and busy. No one really catches it nor cherish it. We just do what we have to do all the time. If we ever pause, trust me, its only the time for a refreshing meal. thats why imma sooooooooooooooooooooo fat.

new songs are rocking my new itune system in my macbook, but idk why my new 150 songs, just cannot cannot get sync into my phone!! T.T

And today, pearlyn sooooooooooooooooooo dirty. use my phone and dirty smsed Junjie. LMAO.

And and and... im cupped Z.

whatever. laugh good.
ciao.

wondering if i could keep him up.

2010-06-04T00:38:00.001+08:00

And i didnt think so.

;/ there goes another one.

IM FUCKING FAT T.T

CIAO.

follow up to previous post.

2010-06-01T23:49:00.004+08:00

LOVE THIS ONE TTM ^ classically blur :)

opposite of "L" FOR LEVON

bikini :D

musical notes.

Red heart.

star.

"J" For JAZZMINE.

"P" For PEARLYN

"K" For KAILING

"E" For ELLVIXSION.

Submissions for today was a close one! I never got so helpless in my whole life before.

I guess this its what it would be like in the future at work.

What basically happens is, i overslept by an hour.

I went to take cab, but i couldnt find one cab.

Until 15 mins pass, sooo freaking nervous on the cab.. Racing against time sial.

TSK.

SCARED.

I love singing songs with them.

Cos its so awesome.

like a personal "glee" club.

I dont knw whether should i even stepped into your life again.

CIAO~

U BLAME ME.

2010-05-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

im ur daughter.
ur daughter, not ur bangalar worker.

WTF is this ?

Im not professionally trainned write a proper quotation or a invoice.
IM ONLY 17. yet u blame me. NB.

For the sake of u, I took up a super unfamiliar thing.
No i dont have a passion in interior design, no interest either.
I want it, because u want me to take it.

Im easily hurt. & u knw it very well.

THIS SUCKS.
YOU SUCKS TTM ATM.

_l_

desprate to bueatify the uglee me.

2010-05-23T16:13:00.003+08:00

I was thinking.. to get a braces and not fall in love for the next two years or so. Give me time, give the one i havent met, him time.

- I didnt knw what i was thinking. this coming 18th birthday doesnt stands for anything.

- That plan of mine would probably keep myself up on some serious modules, some good grades? would help my overall GPA to a decent uni?

- Well, i dont knw. It's been a relaxed afternoon. Run baby run later. Dont ever look back.

class of SPSD-53

2010-05-21T19:28:00.005+08:00

ONE FINE THURSDAY...

Adena- authentic cosplay.

Ian - kungfu kid

Chuhui - cute girl

Jasmine - normal.

JL- rocker

Yufeng - teckwando kid

Melissa - all black

Levon - bathrob flasher - lmao.

Keith - Cowboy

Alicia- Lady Gaga.

Clarice - normal

Ellvixsion - Geek Boy

Jazzmine - cowgirl

pearlyn - hiphop

yenshan- WEAR SKIRT !!!

Ellin - pornstar.

Kai - Geek GIRL

ying tong - ALL pink.
Chris - birthday girl.

CLASS SD 53 for you.

elin, yenshan

chuhui, kai , pearlyn

GEEKS : elle & kai

JL & levon

LMAO, levon

adena, kai.

keith, JL.

kai, adean, mel, jazz, pearl

SM- HAHAHA/..

THREE SHORT ONES.

beauty AND THE GEEK.

TWO CUTE ONES :)

GLEE CLUBBERS :) YOUR A GEEK, YOU'RE UGLY, YOUR A GEEK.

HE'S A TYPICAL GEEK OF THE GEEK.

HIGHWASIT PANTS. LONG SOCKS. BOW TIE. GEEKY SPECS.

THEN WE HAVE LADY GAGA :D - ALICIA.

THE END OF ONE FINE THURSDAY.

Life had been great and challenaging for me recently. Time management is freaking important and thats all i knw! AND i will never never forget to have fun along the way. HAVING new true friends are difficult. But as long as u have a greater heart. and igrone the irritates more or less likely it'll work out fine.

A choice betweek school work or a date is freaking me out. I dont wanna lost out in school, either do i wanna fall out of love for the next three years! COME ON, im only a normal teenager.. still wanna explore. LOL this is what happen to me today man, I cannot believe i actually choose school work. HAHA, actually its a rightful choice. But i eventually make up to him at night. Then running begins.

Im startin gto wonder about my birthday celebration. I KNW MY BIRTHDAY STILL LONG SIAL. Joanna, dont think a buffet at my place is a good idea. tsk ! :/ how?

Daddy's birthday coming in 10 days time.

sis' in 15 days time.

mine like, 45 days more sial...

CIAO~

alrdy getting use to it.

2010-05-05T21:59:00.008+08:00

meaningful craps.

MY BRICK BOY! ELVIS PRESLEY!! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_BKngHDMMFc8/S-GNYFLg41I/AAAAAAAAEfA/AqTGiSahRNI/s1600/IMG_0078.JPG">

LAZY SUNDAY :D

BEE's 18th birthday on saturday midnight.
AFTER WORK rush there!!!

Im done with these and tht. And theres tons more to gooooo...

HAHA.
I think. Im really getting use to everything tht i used to hate.
Theres no way out. Very sad. And continue in DID, until i get the dip.
Then move on to architecture degree in a uni.
3 years and 2 years.. is just one year in difference eh ?

Idk how much things can happen within tht one year. But I guess this is it!

SCARY. study 6 more years !! T.T

yup, TARTAR to froduo. CANNOT LINK means cannot.

GETTING FATTER AND FATTER.
I EAT AND EAT AGAIN.
i wonder am i not happy now ?

seriously.. i wonder...

haha.

family have been very happy.
Because my mama have been very happy and quiet.
Because, she strike 4D!

-.-

Alicia came over to my place today , do postcards.
sian.
im tired.
gg pompom, then let the rolling begin !!!

muahahaha.

CIAO.

life pass 3 weeks.

2010-05-02T14:03:00.009+08:00

yup, still contacting this super cute man. theres no futher thoughts other then friends.

MRT life, suck ttm! I was stucked in the NEL one fine wednesday, then came out in the new later tht evening, Im racist. yes, against indians.

this bunch of amazing guys. with a french kid at the botanic

dupe! Pearlyn's shot.

Alicia's shots.

super cute black bull dog.

irritated first thing at botanic.

best shot 1

best shot 2.

PEARLYN POST-IT MY BUTT. LOL.

a craazy fan of WANG LIHOON. Kai here.

veron at work.

(Y)

last sunday family unexpectedly. very very long since the last family day eh...

LOVES! my new best friends in sp. pearlyn, alicia, stephie :D

this stupid transfered out of design 3 day of school :(

flag day :) at punggol.

basic drawing studio. We're goanna draw real nudes! excited .. wahahahahaha.

foundation design studio.

visual art studio = the guys' worst kidergraden art class trainning ever! HAAHa

theories of colours... OH BOY -.-

Why, i hide my blog.

I dont want frodo to see anything tht i wrote about him.

I wanna make a change this time.

I shown my true self first time out with him, no foundation, covered up shirts and i did nothing to my hair.

I felt very very very ugly.

I thought he'll never wanna contact me after tht day anymore.

but he did and other ladies as well.

MAYBE, just MAYBE he really having nothing on in his mind.

I shallnt, bother either.

Im ready to let him off anytime. any when.

"too prefect also cannot."

fantasising desprately.

dont wanna knw that his sick, idk how to deal with this man man man man.

i dont knw how to show tht i care.

but i really do, unless there another girl caring. then i wouldnt bother.

I 'll try my best to sell him off my head.

CIAO..

2010-04-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

Im tired really very tired, im wondering whether will i make it through the next 3 years. As my appeal to change course couldnt get through.

28 apirl, been 3 full years since we last wrote a mail to one another. Thought about ankw so much tht i dreamed of him last night miraculously. We were fighting. quarrelling ? catching one another. But the chemistry, i can still feel it, though in a dream. I miss him ? not really ? but would i love him back, if he ever come and look for me again? I would, really will. But not other ex. i think.. yup, double check ab's totally gone. for good (Y)

life been really though lately. Everyday attend lecture or sometimes got an heart attack by lecture's sudden bombing of the word "PROJECTS". SCARIEST THING ON EARTH!
EVERYDAY, scream tired.

Have to hold on. No other choice. I never wanna quit. TONG TIAO! 3 years!

had dinner with jj at kovan teochew porridge! (Y) missed tht. havent had tht in awhile. the to heartland mall, walk walk. then walked home.. His laughter, very amazing.. LOL.

NOT BAD, IM VERY BAD.
hahaha.
NIGHT..
chiong aassg!

Tired

2010-04-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

Dont come on and off. And make me care this second and forget the next second.
Wanna leave just leave, dont come missing me on and off.

OR you get my previous msg. You understand me dont u ?

Forgotten how love feels like.

CIAO. goanna go roll.

2010-04-21T20:30:00.003+08:00

Was talking to nette, didnt knw tears rolling all over my face. She's still know me best.

When school starts until today, I do feel alot of tension going on everywhere. But I chose to ignore. Couldnt face it until today. Its stress that im handling yet i do not knw.

Singapore Polytechnic, right choice "steel" ? Oh no.. Pls pls pls, jazzmine , pls dont doubt now.

I seek love from my parents, I embrace them, I doing anything for them and for me.

Its difficult adapting Poly Life. I dont like Poly life.
I dont get sincere friends. No nice classmates. I dont knw what Im doing at these stupid foundation stage.

But nmw, still have to complete 3 years, rain or shine.. BARE WITH IT.

I have him there, but then i always let him go.
Im NOT HAPPY.' who the hell bothers.

I dont want any hot guy to bother about me.
I dont want any best friends to care about me.
I dont want my family to even knw.
what do i do ?
I cry.

MANY MANY SKETCHES TO DO.

NBP: doesnt you knw tht it hurts, when you say that Im a flirt. IMMA YOUR SISTER.
Im not, you are not even around me 24-7.

CIAO.

MY DEAREST APPEAL LETTER.

2010-04-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

Dear Sir/Madam:

Re: Appeal for the change of course

I am Ang Sook Yen, S9-------- , a freshman in Singapore Polytechnic, Diploma in Interior Design(DID).
I know that changing course is not any easy decision, but after several serious discussion with my parents. My parents and I came to a decision that I should change my course to Architecture. As my dad is from this line, he understand the module of this course very well. And he would also prefer me to take up this course and assist him in the future. This would bring much more efficiency to my dad's renovation company in the future as well. I chose Interior design in the first place, I really thought that with a interior design dipolma, its good enough to assist my dad in the future. But it's not, infect Architecture would be a better choice for renovation line.

I came to this conclusion that Architecture is better when i was given the talk on the first day of orientation whereby all the lecturers have introduced their modules and how it would be like 3 years down the road. And none of them was what i think it was, therefore my family memebers and i made this decision to have a switch of course.Looking at the modules in Architecture like Critical Reasoning Skills, i'm sure it'll be able to help me to tackle the needs of the customers from my dad's company.

Knowing the difference between the two courses, I really find that Architecture would be a better course of me academically. After the lectures in the design school explained the long module ahead, alot of art and crafts are involve. I have to admit that i do not have the enduring passion for art. Therefore, again I really wish to switch course and its not only for what my parents felt.

I would not wish to carry on and continue my 3 years doing something that know I won’t be able to achieve therefore, I would like to have a course transfer to Diploma In Architecture.
Most importantly, I have met the entry requirement and the approximate cut off point for the course. I have achieved a result of 17 points as my raw and a deduction of 2 points as a scored a A1 for my CCA.

Therefore, my L1R4 after the deduction is 15 points. To summarize my O level results, I managed to scored four B3s, in Elementary Maths, English, Combined Humanities and Combined Science,C5 for Chinese and lastly, C6 for Art.
In conclusion, I feel that a course in Architecture is the best change of choice for me. With my willingness to learn ad pick up, I am certain I will do my best in this course if I am given a choice to study it. I sincerely hope you will understand the importance of these change for me, I do not want to regret after one year or two. Instead, I want to make things right before it's all too late. Im a NA student, I'm already one year behind time. Therefore, i really dont to waste my efforts in DID and can't apply to use in the future. So I really wish that you will be able to accept my appeal.

Thank you.

Yours sincerely

Ang Sook Yen
S9-------- -
--------

First Day Of a new chapter.

2010-04-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

New school, new location, new stuff to learn, new bff, new classmates, new lectures, new food , new life and new ME. *wink.

Just knew tht things would be very different now.
Im suffering from a thoughest headache i ever had. Weird, its the first of school man!

I feel like im living someone's life. SO NOT ME! im feeling neutral about it, infect maybe optimistic about this new thing going on in my life.
My uncle moved out. Finally! New room. its like pring cleaning again for my house.
Everything is differently in place now.

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IM STARTING TO REPEL, really, i feel it coming. Sry, friends. my my good friends.
& He's gone for good.

Another, seeing one by one go, Im alrdy immune to this kindda situation.
I didnt blame anyone, Its just me, Jazzmine aint committing into any challenge at all.
So why, tears and whine over every single hopeless romance i passed by?
But i'd tried to save this one, he didnt stay tho.

Im a person tht will never knw how to show CARE, but i do care, all the time. Thts all i got to say... yup.

tired again, goanna sleep again.

See... new chapter, theres tons of new stuff i gained but there'll confirm be stuff tht i'll lose as well..

Good night guys.
Bye.

feeling to nothing.

2010-04-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

I can only only stand by you, giving you advice, telling you what to do, giving you ideas for the rest of you life and probably be the one to greet good night.

Im so blinded. I cant feel love.
I need it, he need it. But we both dont want love.

Worked, today.!
I like work now! 1week only once, kindda look forward to it every week.

TMR GOANNA JOG NMW!
I really dont want him to drag me out of the house to do so. I start with myself.

PEOPLE -1kg liao, I cannot lose ! HAHA.
JJ is a very sensible one. a very thick skinned one. a very fragile one. a very ccb one. as in super white. white... HAHA. a very sporting one. and a very nice one.

Remember so clearly the last time i ran my lungs out, was right after the last olvl paper. I was running with many thing crossed my mind. Thts the opening to my holidays. And now For the closing Im goanna do the same same , but i think with a hell alot of different things across my mind! Im prepared. Im goanna limp to school for the first day of school! hahaha.

Brother, thanks for telling me. Time is the key to everything.

Im officially starting school on the following monday. Im rwady to work my ass off. Time table doesnt look tht relaxing And i also lost a good new friend! ALL THE BEST STEPH!

Im goanna rock DID- diploma in interior design ! NMW.

ciao ciao. Goanna go roll.

:( RIP, PRINCE WHITE.

2010-04-14T21:08:00.003+08:00

3months old.

4 months old.

loved. * sneeze sneeze.

Due to my parents, I never get so closed to a dog all my life. Until i met XiaoBai.
Its my cousins' dog, I bet they'll feel worst then I am.
;/

RIP, passed away last night.
I curse tht stupid son of a bitch, whom WENT OVER Xiaobai with a car.
Seriously _|_ you.
You knw, his bloody 5 months old only?!

Orientation

2010-04-13T15:29:00.003+08:00

I really dont like the idea of Orientation, couldnt we just start school without havoc? Kovan to Sp everyday is like a challenge everyday, dont even need to mention about tht crazy timing tht i have to wake up every morning T.T really its a sad thing you knw.
And I went to orientation day one yesterday. D: it just sucked through out.

Lame fun, i rather skipped tht.

I realised how freaking big my school is.
I got 7 friends all gg to school at different timings and we dont see each other at all. -.-
Okay maybe Vanessa and Shaun.

Made new girly girl friends. Chris,Steph, Pearlyn, Kailing, Alicia and Yanshan. they're interesting people but i dont feel loving with them, like my old friends. :( And foundation years are just alot more then i knw. It sounds literally complicating!

They actually encourage us to buy a freaking digital slr, you knw , you knw! thts many $.
If i really buy tht assLR thing, macbook , school fees and TONS materials costs, I would have kick start my poly life digging my parents' precious money, not talking about a few hundreds, but freaking 5 k. 5 k .. 5k...!!! T.T Designs, are freaking expensive. I wish I would never had any passion for design, but i had it alright.

I dont like to ask alot from parents, every knows tht! I just feel so bad, keep on wondering, would i able to earn tht kind money tht my parents are making now, to pay them back as a filial daughter.

I finally get a reason to continue my one week one work day routine. The money I earn, my initial thought was to spend it on shopping, you knw poly candid dont wear uniforms needa head everyday. But now, i can forget , seriously forget about shopping and start, save up for the material cost. my one month salary = my material cost. So sick of tht.

And what would i do without my parents! Im appreciative and thankful for them, to sponsor me everything i need to get ready for this old year new school to me. But I really dont understand, other parents could be there for their sons and daughters all the time, visiting the school environment, getting new laptops and even do their registration for them. But i dont see my own parents around with me. They didnt even step into my new school yet, dont they needa at least see at what they are sponsoring tht much money for? Suddenly I remembered, i cried when i see my parents walking into my sec sch for my graduation ceremony. No one knws, how much i want their freaking time. *cake teng teng, dont start the tap again!

And today's orientation day 2, I skipped it. Lame games, i rather be at home slping. HA.
Tmr, have to go back to school to spend money on materials, its like you buy the books before your school year starts. And meeting all my teachers, or some call them lecturers. And mor eand more briefing at the auditorium, you can really get sleepy inside.

And lastly, I really dont knw how to mend up to my old friends, like to say good farewell to them and stuff like tht. I cannot deny, but there are some friends, I just dont wanna be so close to anymore for no particular reasons, I just dont want them to hate me in the end, for not spending time with them. Everyone knows, not spending time = no more thick friendships. I am a very committed friend throughout all these years, I guess this time round, no. Sorry. But i have plently things to commit to. I just knw, no one loves me like u guys use to! :)'ll missya vm.

And relationships wise, I wished for no one until my 18th birthday arrives. No time to handle emotional craps from my family. I think my family, will be all tht im committing to, learned tht from Junjie. He's a very very filial son. very very..

Gtg mall and meet my darling. See,I very committed.HAHA.

&& Until you're ready, i'll be here.
Or knock me off, Im alrdy use to be treated like tht.
Oh Jeez, hopeless romantic.
Adios everyone.

2010-04-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

WAH, tmr needa go school, and i just knw it. IM NOT MENTALLY PREPARED TO GO SCHOOL TMR! HAHA, excuse.

very sian lea, other school's orientation only one day. But mine -.- 4 days T.T
very not fair. And im so goanna suffer for the next 4 days....

Eyelids hugging each other, turning in soon! :)

CIAO. why is my brother 10years younger then me!! grr...

looks are not everything.

2010-04-11T00:58:00.003+08:00

I should leverage and get a partner about my lever. Im imperfect, then he'll love me for who i am. I'll accept whatever he is. Im not as pretty as i used to be. But i do learn alot throughout the process of losing all tht beauty tht was once so chioooooooo.

Loves me more then I love him. I wont take him for granted and i'll secretly love him back equally, for this i lay my promise. * the HIM is not yet to be found. so, dont anyhow. HA.

I feel like killing DESMOND TOH JUN JIE.
cos i fancy over his Cristian name and have a feeling for his Chinese name.
For so long, no one still send me msges tht would make me smile stupidly at a phone -.-
He is way too cute for me to be frank. I keep reminding myself to leverage.
jj reminds me of Frodo in lord of the ring. Same features, same skin tone and probably same height. HAHA. so cute right.

Whatever, he makes me happy, he will stay in my life, as friends or what so ever.
Good to reconnect with him after 5 years! (Y)

Goodnight, got to start rolling and let my eye lids hug each other :D
ciao ciao.

Dont blame me.

2010-04-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

Where are you two, when i need you all, uh?

FML.

AND NOW a new era begin. I think i got a motivator to make me think healthy and eat healthy again. (Y)

WOW , combo!

2010-04-08T22:29:00.004+08:00

OMFG, no one would ever knw this actually happened!
* feel like flying. Happy ? I AM.

When sp this afternoon after crawling out from my bed. To get my new lappy :D and get it configure to get it ready for school, NEXT NEXT WEEK. yea! starting school on the 19th April. Then went down bpj to meet tht OH SO MAD wenyi and my brother, no idea where the rest went. ;/ Then slack here and there, and then had dinner. Wait aproximately for about 2 hours for the arrival of ONG. Haha, anw.. had a great chat until then time i go home. Brother's in a rush, but still waited for the bus with me. Thumbs up for him!

And its a best trip home from bjp. best best best!

I actually saw him, 2 days consecutively. I was at the train home from Panjang. At the stop, Little India, beep beep beep, doors closing. A super familiar image of dt at the platform walking by infront of my view. I didnt really realise tht one the spot, but only after the train moved on. I wonder, who tht? widen my freaking eyes, desmond tan! I only saw his figure, not his face. And its like soooooooo dt, nobody would ever have tht same tall figure tht he had. I then hold on and thinsyndrmes k about it again, ITS MUST BE ILLUSION! thinking of him too much might cos tht symptoms, LOL. Im not fated to see him anywhere i've been to for the past one and the half year and little india's not sp and he can drive alrdy, may not be taken the train, therefore i concluded tht I cannot be so lucky.

Went home, got my macbook pro ON :D :D :D hee hee , freaking proud! and installed msn, then firefox and saw des online, to totally ease my thought, ask him.

- Hey, wanna as you smth. are you in orange today ?
* yeah.
- took the train ?
* yeah
- little india alight?
*yeah.
- okie dokie
* hahaha, you saw me huh ?
...so on and forth.

I was sooo happy then i called wenyi and nagged about my happiness. LOL. -.-
Its kindda amazing, seriously. well, ytd was surprising. hur hur. Its just the fate came so suddenly, so one sided. Only i saw him twice, but he didnt saw me at all. God knows why this happen, maybe hinting me. Maybe should just u knw.. forget it. Or, its my fault for being so blind, the last time when i pick. ;/ However.. Good guys are for good girls. you knw..

One sided thingy? im not so good at it. SERIOUSLY.

wow,

2010-04-07T19:33:00.006+08:00

"Hello, my friend we meet again. Its been so long, where should begin? Feels like forever.Within my heart of memories, a perfect love you tht gave to me. Oh, I remember.When u were me, I feel, I wont care less, I believe. "

Went school this morning to check out my camp briefing. I actually did the banana dance in a private version, wth!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not fun, not even funny.
Yeechung and me were like .... -.- ttm.
Desmond Lim was there too, as my senior cum a camp leader, i guess.

*when i was leaving after everything, desmond lim tapped and said, there's your friend.
* i was like.. friend ? what friend ?
* there , he points and said his name.

* I looked over and saw him, its dt, shockingly!! and i go instant blush and my brain goes what the fcuk?! my school soooooo big plus its a holiday, I never thought tht i would see him so soon. But just at one glance at him, there's so many things going through my puny brain. And i never turn back to look again, so afraid tht he would see me! & i bet he didnt.

And i really thought tht, i would run all these extra miles, probably just to see him one more time. Im satisfied alrdy, i guess. ;/
I got tht kind of shock, tht i feel tht my heart popped directly out of my chest. I USED to have tht kindda feeling for alan, but no longer so. Its for this fellow now. ;/ And the word to describe this feeling, I cant really find a verb for it , but just "wow". WOW. u knw... AW! so long never feel this liao, so funny and weird !

Then I met Jason , tgt with Haoxiang and Van. We went ps for movies, Clash Of The Titans. Everyone was like tell me, its like Percy Jackson. But in my view, it was soooooooo different, Clash Of The Titans were soooooooooooooooo much better then Percy Jackson.

Then Jason when off for his afternoon beauty nap. Leaving up to catch another movie, When In Rome. Another romantic story. walah~

Then home, i go.
I gtg bck sch tmr, then panjang to visit my OH SO MAD, wenyi.
Then Friday, Its kindda complicating whether to go back sch anot.
Sat, sch first then sentosa, so stupid right? think again its like hougang > dover > habour front?!

So gotta run. & frankly, i broke my ciggy fast today. feeling soooooooo giddy.
CIAO.

:)

2010-04-05T01:19:00.006+08:00

ok, im stuck here for like ... 1/2 hours here. And i dont knw how to start today's post.
I guess imma really boring person! Been camping at home!!!!

& so sick of funshion's movies!
I DIE DIE WANNA WATCH CLASH OF TITANS! cos i heard tht its a good show. So must watch!
Jason is watching with me for student price this wed! wow! Who wanna come ?!

Imma facebookaholic. You can see me camping in fb for nearing 24-7.
SORRY, my friends either stay far far away. OR working.

I thought i had nth to do for the next ... 2 weeks. Like no more events and parties to turn up to. Then later realised tht... I still got hell loads of stuff with SP not done yet. AW! Why getting into a poly so difficult! If i stay at dover, im still okay with it.
But i havent even start school, i had to run back and forth for about 4 days this week! :( grr... plus my new ezlink card not yet ready, cant buy concessions. therefore traveling are costly to a lil girl like me! HAHA.

TO ME,
ye = (Justin Bieber + Jesse McCartney) x2

CIAO.

OLD/NEW SONG IN TOWN :D

2010-04-04T01:55:00.006+08:00

for you all who're deeply in love out there. Freaking old song, tht I used to listen to it everyday last year. As usual, i love the lyrics yo :D

If hurt is missing you baby, i done too much of it lately.
oh gosh, my sweetest sins.
GOOD NIGHT.

MY BODY

2010-04-01T03:34:00.007+08:00

Time checked, it 3.35am.

Im was freaking sleepy like 1/2h ago, but now. its just... so many things going through my mind. And i just wanna say it all out.

From time to time i take laxatives, thts why my bad tummy is keeping me up this late. I came to know laxatives, when my ma introduced it to my a few years ago. Genetically, im like my mum. We constipate a lot or rather most of the time. And constipation explains my bad skin and those extra fats. Had to take laxatives to release all the toxic inside the bodies, to keep us healthy in a way. - forget about those though time tht i had at the toilet bowls :X HAHA.

When i was born, i had bad intestines, unlike regular kids, i cant take pure milk. I only can take soya milk. But i can take pure milk, today. Ask your parents, they'll knw. Its pretty usual. Im not the only one, alot of other babies had it too. And tht explains why im sooooooooooooooo yellow. ;/ And i blogged this two matters at the same time, its because.... i suddenly realise, the problem with my bad digestive system are because of my bad intestines. So.. it actually linkssssssssssssssssssss. WOW, kindda mystery discovered. :)

ok, bio class finished.

spend whole day at home, movie marathon!
and.. half of the day at the toilet, ahem.. you knw why.
& saw someeeeeeeething on the facebook tht made me sooooooooo moody. BAD BOY, you know you really shouldnt think about girlssssssssss tht much! *soooooo jealous.

- whatever, i'll take time to accept the fact tht you are turning bad or rather MEN.
- anyway, im okay with it. seriousssssly or somehoww..

Who i wants, probably want someone else.
Im good, cos she knw you longer then i did. So no hard feelings.
Sookyen, this girl here.. only play fair game! yay!

FINE, i'll use both sookyen, my surname in hokkien + EH and jazzmine/jazz/jazzy. whatever you guys want. But i'll be a lil bit respond-retard to the name "sookyen". Cos no one calls me tht since 2004. oh boy... -.-& its Sookyen.. NOT SOCK YAN. " soo-ke-yen" thts does it! yay~

What do i do, tmr? SLEEP ? :D sounds OKEY to me.

Until keechung and wenxiong called, i didnt knw...
Rocker's 17th months' coming! fast right ?! :D WENYI~

Lastly, folks, happy.. APIRL FOOL. :D
* i'll switch my phone to slient mode from now.. Everyone knws whats coming!

ciaoooooooooooooooooo. * stop sneezing, moron!
time checked, 4.14am, night night folks:)

OH, what would i do without NBP! oh brother, love you ttm :D

2010-03-31T00:11:00.003+08:00

Work up, and rush out i went. To get all my enrollments done in my new school :) got a new card :) and getting a new ezlink and a new lappy :) Saphura! oh yea, another apple. I believe, more new friends and more new outrages behaviours are on the my way to go! :X I knw, its everything new.

With the accompany of my brother, things are so much easier and less of a loner :) After all the enrols are done, we made our way to sembawang to get my iphone cable, yes! im reviving my phone and not leaving it to death anm. I shall wait for 4gs to come around. Thank you so muchie Ernie :D Had a meal at kfc with ping ge. bloated, next time, i'll order alil lesser.

Then to Lot one. To meet up Wenxiong and Hongling- idk spelling correct or not. Walk around the mall, then movie. HOW TO TRAIN DRAGON 3D, WOW! love it love it love it. Best 3D effects ever. Okay, maybe i only watched 2 3d movies. But both are just super dupe! ME LOVE TOOTHLESS, freaking cuuuuuuuuute!

My day ends at 10.15pm. At home, another family era to attend too. thts pretty annoying frankly. Mama, is a hot mum when me and my sis was growing up. Mama, is a doting mum when my brother is growing now. I would never wanna compare. But its obvious to me now tht i understand what bible said: Spare the rot, and you spoils the child.

I thank mama for being hard on me and my sis. Cos when i see my brother's situation, I just feel so much blessed. Stop spoiling your ONLY son, ma. (dont blame me for being sarcastic)

And why sister was scolding your son like no-tmr, its because she compares us and ur son. I knw how she felt. grr.. kindda sad, so to say.

I do feel heartache saying all this. But I really wish mama could understand, what the hell we tgt with papa are bringing across. Also, for the sake of ur son. Ma, i still love you. sis still love you, pa still love you. Just hope you knw tht you are doing it all wrong. So bring back tht, HOT MUM yay.

Adios.

TENNIS TODAY.

2010-03-30T00:30:00.004+08:00

My idea, cool right :D HEEHEE.

I didnt meant to tan myself this afternoon at the oh-so-hot tennis court.
Others run after tennis ballz, i run after shades and shelter. Still end up with a pair of super burned cheeks. LOL. i kindda like it like it, wow~ tennis, was not tht easy to play. But had fun, next time, i would promise to wear a pair of proper shoes.

Squash ballz, next week.
Awesome's supper night out is still on! Jalan kayu's prata *drool.
This Thursday and Friday ALOHA chalet.

Later this afternoon, enrollment period. I kindda hate these admission plans. grr..
headache. Oh, did i mention im those kindda super last minute one. And would just smack,poke,shake and kick my friends for clues to sign up, submit, enroll, purchase and collect sp materials before i start class. &I've HAD IT!

GOOD NIGHT FOLKS!
thank God, tmr brother's there.
After everything pieces of enrolling is done, probably head down to panjang with brother.

ciao.

I want family gathering with your family!

2010-03-29T00:39:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 4pm.
and now i am.

Tmr, tennis at 1pm tmr!
I learned to play tennis, for tht i probably thank ninette and co.
I want to learn to play tennis, definitely its for you.
* pray tht i dont be too suck at it!

FIND ONE DAY, I VS YOU YAY!

So many things i wanna knw how to!
I wanna learn abit of culinary! For this i knw i confirm suck at it!

toodles.

who knew?

2010-03-27T16:55:00.002+08:00

nobody knows, how much i wanna see him again.
if i tell you, he is someone i fancy about, everything i ever wanted.
And i havent seen in for about 1year now. I just wanna knw how he is.

Rotting my sales away, Im feeling so sleepy at the corner of the counter. hee.

CIAO.

small plans on some recycling business. make $$ before i officially announce bankrupt.

2010-03-26T23:42:00.006+08:00

ALOHA guys. :D
ytd, no sentosa no seoul garden for me.
Today, many many screaming from mummy to me.
sunday, no kayaking for me.
:(

Last night's dream was a horrible one. I think alot of people dreamed about this, of you losing all ur teeth at once, my sis and many had tht kindda dream before! EERIE! If it really happens to me, i would cry until i die!

My iphone is sooooooooooo gg to be dead. And i dont like how mama is treating me now. Grr....
Cannot contact me, call my house then.

& the blogshop business of apple's and mine (started the plan only ytd) - Officially shook hands with my future schoolmate to be, Vanessa's http://clandestineofsecrets.blogspot.com/ * clap clap. SO DO SUPPORT :) TY TY.

Tmr, will be working. Its a friday night and im not dating. < see this bp.

yay! * so gg business minded, i like !

ADIOS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEECHANG!

2010-03-24T20:50:00.006+08:00

Today's Toh Kee Chang's birthday. :)
When dhouby, and fed in at Sakae, yea, Sakae again, My idea :X
So much worth what we all ate. So bloated, cant even walk again.
seafood sushi are soooooooooooooooo nice (Y) love it!!
Peeps there are around the same as what we had over during Wenxiong's birthday last Saturday.

I changed my mind about dating and what so ever. Cuz' its soo difficult to get a decent guy nowadays. LOL, crapping.
& Why do i need a bf, when i have so many awesome boy-friends?! u and i knw who they are :)

Your voice make me, eeek. *shivered through out the night. LOL.

Unless Im back to my formal me, or else there no way tht i could ever initiate anything with a BENG. Im sorry my friend.

Wx and Kc's birthday are done..
TMR, VOLLIE BALLIE :D then evening Seoul garden dinner.
tht explain why im so broke. grr..

&& got to work every Saturday

&& Sunday KAYAKING :) hoping fun ttm!

&& ENROLLMENT DAY, getting lappy ~ can fly...

&& CHANGI ALOHA right at the end of the month!

&& PICNIC with the authored-Awesome Five.

So many things gg on! So why date? *so pushing it off.

I love my body, cos im fat! whatever~

Des, dont cry :(

CIAO :) cant stop listening to BLAH BLAH BLAH. ♥

There's just so many things gg on, Im gg nuts.

2010-03-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

After describing everything to Wenjie, for the first time, i felt like a spare tyre to AHEM. But whatever, I never will do tht spare tyre thingy EVER AGAIN.

Theres so much things gg on for the rest of the month, me gg nuts :)
IDK why im so happy about it !! & im gg bankrupt soon! * clap clap*

:))

CIAO.

SEE

2010-03-22T00:15:00.003+08:00

God may be showing me the difference between what i want and what i need.

I want tht tall handsome boy.
I probably need the one the knows how I feel all the time.

CIAO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENXIONG!

2010-03-21T03:05:00.003+08:00

Clear enough, its wenxiong's birthday. Dined in turf city. First time there, alot of nice cars to look at! But it all happened too fast! & desmond won lottery! SO LUCKY !
There are much more people as seen in the picture yay. Probably a dozen more.

Good night, its 3.39AM, and i still cant sleep. So dead.

WHATS WRONG WITH ME ?
- im getting pissed off so badly, tht i really dont knw why I fcuking cannot get into sleep!
grr... tmr morning, whoever ring me will die, get it? to be contacted on after 4pm tmr. tyty :)

Toodles.

randoms.

2010-03-20T12:26:00.005+08:00

hello hello, its 12.26PM, and my sales sucked big time.
I slept at 6am, and I reached work place at 1030am. So a cup of coffee now is sooooooooo awesome!

Whatever man, its just another day.

Contradictions between, Im not afraid to be a lone & Im quite alright alone.

Sometimes, I wished tht I'll really never fall in love again. But all this happened for a reason and its beyond the control of human beings. * burp - coffee is still good. LOL.

Somethings tht my daddy thought me since young.
- you would only get the things you need and not u want.
Someone, tell me.. Do i need or do i want?

No mood for a rs now.
- just so craving for poly life. I never knw whats the life in there, until i live it.

oh gosh, i love my love friends now.
- im so not sure about the friends tht im gg to make inside there. Everyone seems to change their friends when they reached tht tertiary level.

I feel like driving, I hope could just hop on my daddy's car tmr morning and go msia with to test my driving skills again.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY XIONG! :D
' i'll try to make. Its seems so impossible with sufficient sleep and working currently. But but.. its still the birthday celebration of a good friend of mine!

Last night, at CHIJ st joesph convent. The band concert was a wonderful one :) never knew tht i would enjoy a band concert, its not tht boring after all , I LIKE. Boon and Wenyi was there. I really appreciate the presents to support my sister, oh ya... theres a ANG SOOK CHIN fans club too. LOL.

Then met Theresa and bf, at Mall'mac, had dinner and a great chit chat :) NICE ONE! Until my mummy fetch me and sis home.

TALK TO ME ANYONE!
speaking of BOREDOM.. Im just super into it.

-.-

CIAO guys.

Brother's birthday.

2010-03-19T01:25:00.008+08:00

Was a buffet party at the.. the.. carpark yard? Of my grandma's house in msia.

Bubbly, YANG YANG. super cute...

But its still my own's brother's birthday, so no one can steal the show eh..

at the middle, My beloved grandma. LOVES!

super dupe 4kg cake !!! I want tht for my birthday as well!!

HAPPY 8th !! :)

Tht was alrdy like one month passed. 2nd day of CNY.

Well .. today. Met Nette to dine at the oh-so-famous Chomp chomp for some seafood delight. Yup, just both of us. And we chatted all the way. Laughing like mad. Its super silly to see 2 young ladies laugh while having dinner. I have to mention, I like nette nette alot. We have so much in common that we cannot stop yelling about it!

Worse part, we are still commenting on the same old topic of the "won for revenging" WE WON THEM in olvls! Just 2 of us, trashed the whole group of useless ass. Dont ask, why we are so proud of it even until now, because the best thing to prove tht you're stronger in life is your brain cells, BIM. (Basic Intelligence, Morons!)

Cannot believe THT I HAPPY UNTIL NOW and maybe for the rest of our life. HAHAHA. - nette i knw tht you're laughing.

Stroll through the terrace nearby and swing at the playground. Just keep on chatting until she brought her bus. :)

I knw, Jazzmine is a very mean person and owns a hot suan-ing personality. Forgive my sins then. * roll eyes.

"It takes only a min to get a crush on someone, An hour to like someone, a day to love someone, But it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

Someone like.. Ninette, Joanna, Elieen, Apple, Jason, Xinde, Boonping, Wenyi and my Baby.
:)

I will cherish you all until the day Im gone.
CIAO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA.

2010-03-17T02:09:00.004+08:00

Im so bored and sleepy. I feel like smoking, but I chose not to since i havent been touching those tempting sticks in awhile.

I really dont like how my family is right now. If I could, I would choose not to care. But obviously, I cant, totally can. Im like the FREE-EST human living in the house, of cuz gotta show some care and concern man. But Young Girl Big Mind, things doesnt go the way I want it to be. Sadly.. I think I cant handle this. Its probably way too off my limits for a young girl like me to handle , you knw? you knw?

And I guess staying at home for too long also not very healthy. The last time i stepped out of the house was last Saturday. I guess, I have to go outside and breath, before ending up smoking my mum's cigarettes away.

Everyday, 12nn - 2am. Lappy, Eat, Sleep, Shit, Tv and scold my brother and sister.

And I wanna state one thing down so clear here. About my sis... I want my sister back into that obedient state of hers. I'll do anything to get the task given by my dad DONE furiously. She needs to be in mugging mode NOW.

This song by Gaga, are giving me nightmares and daydreams... and and sentimentalization. AWWW.....I love it TTM.

And I hate my mum for being so cheeky!

My biggest secret plan !!! : Im soooooooooooo gonna kill my maid! MUAHAHAHA.
*Sorry, mental breakdown.

I was too naive to think tht my legs were going to heel off with no scars.
-SO UGLY.

Today, will be another day at home.
Thursday.. Volley ball-ie? * shall see.

Adios my lovers.

When you see love, you see god.

2010-03-15T00:03:00.007+08:00

My topic today, is the phrase in today's post title.

"When you see love, you see god."

I saw this quote on msn, on someone's pm.

Though its just a bunch of simple words, but it did make sense to me. So ture.

I guess, i havent met the love of my life. & im also giving myself the hopes expectations in the one tht i would probably go for. None the less, tht i realise tht all the expectations are useless and not important at all.

In this phrase, something so important... tht reminded me that i had carelessly left out tht specific point to my checklist. & Im gg to make it the one and only point on the list.

Regardless of which God you worship and embrace to..
LOVE = GOD.
If theres no God, theres no love. uh huh ?

like all the guys always crave for a goddess / godly like girl. Right??? - cheeking boy...*tsktsktsk.

So.. what do i feel about God?
Simple. All the mottos of HIHS.
Humility, Sincerity, Charity, Diligence, Unity, Faith, Joy & Hope.

Think about it again, its everything in a god like perfect human. uh huh ?

But if you put it in a Holy way , so to say...
You have to have faith in God to bring the fate to you and your mate-to-be.

FATE- is a place and time. * i guess i dont have to simplify tht.

& how would you knw, if you met one when your fate strikes?
EASY, he/she will look just goddess/godly like to you. HA.

LOL.
Im done, I may sound crappy to you. But be honest, tht phrase make a hell lot of sense to me tht im blogging it down!

I digged out a paper during cny spring clean, tht Mr Gerry Er told the class to write down a timeline of your life. Dated.. 2005.

Its never too earily to plan. People with plans always have an organised life ahead. At least you knw what you wanna achieve in life. Thats the reason why I always think supa far, my friends. HA.

Timeline i wrote in 2005: Gosh, i was only 13yo back then.
Primary 12yo >Secondary 17yo >Poly 20yo> University 23yo > Married and have kids 25 yo > 30yo Business > Retirement 50yo. > travel around the world. esp angmo countries.

Along the growing up process, things changed. you knw.
New timeline 2010:
Secondary 17yo > poly 20 yo > 21yo Dad's Business > Business of my own 27yo > Married 33 yo. > Retirement 47/57 yo > I wanna fly around the globe 65yo. > I probably lived enough.

& 5years later.. another story? who knws? Things may change again.

TARTAR~

work starts.

2010-03-13T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hello :) :)

11 March, was Rockers' Day :) & of cos, I met Rockers'. :) Basketball session, I redraw in less then an hour. Chitchat with Wenyi at Fajar's Mac. Met the rest back in plaza. Wenyi's viod deck, Poker cards. Then quarrel with mummy through the phone over an AXS machine. WTF?

12 March, Trainning day at AMK. Trained to be like APPLE FOR A DAY. & thts tough.

13 March, START WORK!

14 March, To msia with parents. Had to start driving, before I forget how to.

15 March, I wanna stay at home and sleep. SO PLS DO NOT DISTURB!

16 March, Mummy's Birthday.

Then on, Idk whatelse.

- I just figured out that for my mentality, I need 12 hours of sleep a day!
- Oh mama. * sigh...

Toodles :D

Happy or not?

2010-03-11T00:29:00.003+08:00

My horoscope today:
Your enthusiasm and inner drive for living are very high now. This is a positive time when you express your feelings openly, you feel alive and interested in the world about you, and your love relationships are exciting and harmonious.

How long, havent i talk about my life?

Im feeling like as if i done Estascy. Did i spell tht correctly? well, i dont do drugs frankly speaking. Im so high and happy and probably couldnt get into bed soon. Oh gosh, gotta scarifies my sleeping hours again.

Or probably, im not so fine and not so happy. Just maybe, maybe.. Im just helping myself to cheerup in all possible ways.

When i say, i dont gamble. Im lying. I just lost 15 bucks on mj last night. & speaking of me, being a beginner, im not good at mahjong at all. My friends still leave no mercy. You always complement yourself, tht you're rich. But not me or Joanna. When I say, i dont wanna gamble big, i meant what i say. Dont wait for me to show you faces that you dont wanna attend to at all.

Im chatting with hots guys pass few nights. Okay, maybe not tht hot. But just guys tht i would go for. Funny thing is, it dont feel right. I feel empty inside, you knw .. i really do. But this time, i think none of them suits to be inside. In another words, I dont need any real man lah. Though i really want anyone of them. But its only just pure guilty pleasure. So i'll only make them my friends, not my mate. Unless, TYE starts msging me. That will be a different story uh. * dont mind me "spamming blossom". LOL.

My mum is probably taking the dover condo matter way too seriously. Well, Im not moving there alone again?! Im an underage, a girl and i need family. So quit this topic, Im not commenting doesnt mean tht i agree to ur crazy plan!

- recommending macbook to all design course students ?
- OH HELL, YES!!!!

ADIOS :D

HAPPY BIRD-DAY.

2010-03-08T21:33:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINDE, 20th. :D
6 years of friendship and still counting.
Notoriously naughty. But still has a heart and thought for family and friends.
A GOOD MAN TO BE :D

Had lunch cum dinner at Wheelock. Specifically at Sakae Sushi. The Youth Buffet Pakage drove us SUSHI FEVER. So damn bloated and the next thing you knw, many many vulgarities was heard, embarassingly. HA. But just as long as birthday boy is "song".

I SWEAR, i will not have sushi for the next 2 months! PUKE!
& I miss rockers' too :(

-MJ ?!
- pls, im really not into it.

sayonara. :)

FOR MY FEB BABIES :)

2010-03-07T00:21:00.010+08:00

Today, I had a great time at Kallang Leisure Park Center. Frankly, its my first time there.
Not a nice place to shop, but probably a nice one to hang out at. :) Nette missed the fun :( aw.

Anw, Nette says, she's isint getting a bf until she turn 21yo. Thts quite a awesome idea! & a ideal plan for me. *wondering...

The words are the true lyrics to the song tht he was singing.

thts, not me.
OKAY, she initiated it. NOT ME.

Best part of the day, I got all my promises fullfilled. I mend it up for all my feb babies :D
Nothing much, just alot of singing!

NBP, look at my unhappy face. See, look and watch!

-back to photo-shooting?
- Nah, im really not capable.

CIAO. gd night.

Nationality.

2010-03-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

Im hesitating whether to change my nationality. Im so puzzled by all the pros and cons. Seriously, there are indeed many advantages and disadvantages being a Singaporean. And its even worst being a PR. Recently, Singapore governments are obviously forcing the PRs to convert themselves to Sinaporeans or to go back to their countries. Im a PR, I knw the advantages of being a person holding 2 nationalities.

AND who knws tht I'll be marrying a caucasian 10 years down the road?
Attn! Looking furiously for weekdays job!
& shit outdoor sales, count me out FOREVER.

Events to come:
6th Mar - Belated parties :0
8th Mar - Xinde's birthday.
11th Mar - Jerron's birthday. & Rockers' day.
16th Mar - Mummy's birthday.
20th Mar - Wenxiong's birthday.
24th Mar - Keechang's birthday.
30th Mar - SP's enrolment day.
* every saturday working.

- Zouk ?
- I really dont club!

CIAO.

Someone's gotta go.

2010-03-04T13:10:00.004+08:00

Im not say too much... but this song had whats in my heart all sang out.
But im so disappointed in myself. Whole time round and i bet big time still ahead!
Im lying, lying and lying...
Im not sad, not mad, not regretting and not cursing. But.. I'm just missing him, or probably just the memories.

When i lay on my bed every night, ready to get into my beauty sleep.
He never fails to come into my thoughts. Leaving me so difficult to get into sleep.
I accepted the fact that our fate its already done and gone. If its friends, then friends that we'll only be.

"I want you to move on, so Im already gone.
You knw that i love you so, i love you enough to let you go.
But someone's gotta go."
And if you know that you're that someone that Im mentioning about all the time.
Keep it to urself. And dont say single word. For me.

I, myself. Dont wish to be like this. But i just cant help myself.
CIAO.

WELCOME ME HOME.

2010-03-02T20:10:00.002+08:00

Thts it, i got my license and my butt is save in sp.

& The indian bus drivers last night! _|_
So long havent been so mad over indians, Seriously all go back to Bangladesh la! Ninehpapayang.
I usually take 6 to 8 hours to reach sg, LAST NIGHT! 1/2h to 12 hardcore hours, seriously what are all this ah neh doing at tht kindda retarded speed?!

Then reached home at 7.30am, started diving into the sp files, looking for the deadline and solutions. I blasted Haoxiang and Yeechung's number. I guess they had enough of me for one morning! Then ran all the way down sp, do this and tht, and then lunched at bugis, then back to sp then lastly hougang for medical checkup then finally home at 5pm!

Chiong into the bathroom and bath then plonk myself on to my long-time-n0-see-bed. I seldom chiong into bathroom okay, this shows how feverish I'm. Abit giddy giddy one.
then sleep, 1 act cute fellow call me at 6.30pm and ask me about the corruption in msia.

T.T

Then im up till now...

T.T

OH GOSH.
I cried the whole morning while mummy's screaming, see.. not enough sleep i will cry you a river! super stress sial. If i dont get to sp by today, I goanna start school only during September.

Yet, i can joke with chung and haoxiang on the phone. -.-
I guess im alil bit mad.

Praying for a good night sleep tonight.
CIAO.

URGENT

2010-03-01T15:00:00.002+08:00

omg, i needa go back to sg NOW.

i didnt knw my sp package deadline is tmr until Samuel tell me!

Im goanna chase my instructer for my license and get a ticket to bus home tonight.

Joanna is goanna be so happy man!

GTGＲＵＳＨCIAO.

hate to say this, but today's horo is soooo true!

2010-02-25T18:58:00.001+08:00

An energy of nostalgia and domesticity begins now emphasizing a need for security and a sense of roots. Family, home, relatives, and partnerships play a bigger part in your life. You want to belong with someone on a private, intimate and personal level. To be needed, and to feel it's okay to have needs is really what it's all about.

whatever will be will be.

2010-02-25T17:59:00.002+08:00

i passed my driving test this afternoon. and only get my P license on the following monday.
I think perhaps God doesnt wanna see me get hurt another time for nothing.

My cousin coming back with me. He wanna go to sembawang and see his ex :X Therefore had to wait for him to get his SPM(so call olvl in sg) results before heading sg. His results will be out on the 5th march. Then we will head back tht very night.
So Joanna is goanna miss me for another week.

MY FISH IN FISH VILLE VERY HUNGRY VERY SICK. D:
Blame me for not online-ing often this few weeks.

Birthdays to go.

18th feb- Happy 18th birthday lee jia yi , good luck in your poly years ahead.
21st feb- Happy 18th birthday Joanna, SEE PREVIOUS POST.
22nd feb- Happy 20th birthday ANKW.
26thn feb- Happy 18th birthday Joanne lim :) all the best.
Im still in msia, so cant attend your chalet tmr man. sorry. you tc :D
27th feb- Happy 16th birthday Veron ong, work hard for u Olvl. :D
28th feb - Happy18th birthday Alan Boo, last long uh <3 & Dont play play in sch. :D
Happy 18th birthday Wee siting, i miss you, but u dont even remember me can ?! checked from pauline about ur o, all the best, tc:)

MY LEG, i dont dare to go back to sg and show mummy, i'll be headed. sigh...
My dream man is flying away with someone else. gr...
can anyone teach me how to grab chances? I'll nvr learn how to. In the past was like it. Now its still like this. OH GOSH~

WHATEVER WILL BE WILL BE. I guess its neither the right guy nor time.
'll be continue to hunt. :X

HAHA, meanwhile, my leg is so ugly. SIGH.

gtg sell veggie. Tc all :) bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!

2010-02-21T19:11:00.005+08:00

ALOHA.

Hey hey,
Im Jazzmine reporting from MSIA.

Freaking hot out here. I finally found a lan shop.

TODAY is Joanna's birthday.. :)
Is just as important as my mother's birthday okay ?! yet im still not in sg to celebration this important day with her. And I just checked with her. Jus aint doing a great job as her bf MAN! seriously, you are sooo goanna say sorry.
but whatever~

im here to write touching touching happy birthday greetings to zhu an na. HAHA.

Dear Joanna,
To my deepest yet sooooooooooo sincere apology, Im sorry that Im not around today a very important day to you. I guess its an important year for all 1992s. We are al turning 18. All calling for a bigger celebration then ever. Thats why im freaking dissapointed in myself for not attending any friend's birthday in the month of febby.. grr..
BUT Joanna, You knw tht you are my bestest sister cum friend cum alabus ever. Therefore, theres no way im goanna skip this blogging session just for you, you can tell how much u weigh in my heart uh! -.- LOL.
turnned 18, can smoke can drink legally, yea! i know tht somewhat fantastic. But you better know you are not tht physically strong. So I dont encourage you to do all tht la.
DID I MENTION THT IM SERIOUS?! YEA, IM REALLY SERIOUS >:-/ get me now ? :D

LOL, and last long with you JUSTIN. Dont expect u to marry him, but if you really want to in the future, I will also bless you and support you. :D
&
Joanna, no matter what, whether you want to continue to study or not or to go out and do retail or to even learn hair and fashion outside. I got not money to support you, got not family kindda support to support you. But you knw, I've GOT MY FULL SUPPORT IN ANY OTHER WAY.
No matter how you loved ones disappoint you, ME this little lovie will never ever like you down, mark my words. alright :D

LOVE YOU TO HELL MAN!
Love my present? worn it yet? :D
get back to you when im back in sg alright. first one call you :) second call wenyi. ;X

MY LEG! ! ! !
feel like dying.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JOANNA LAU :D

A big explaination to do. (while crying)

2010-02-16T13:15:00.003+08:00

To my deepest apology.

whatever Jazzmine Ang ever promised, She will do.
The only times tht she failed to uphold her promise is only when her parents says NO.

I threw abit of temper this morning, when i know i cant join friends for cny. As i've mention in my previous post about today.

My Father wanna majong thts why we did come back last night.
My Mother wanna head back early to her mother's place, thts why we needa kick off now.

They are abit selfish to me at first, but think about it, My dad works from monday to saturday 6 days throughout non stop. new year is the only time he can chill out majong with his only pleasure. Why cant he play abit more? While he is the breadwinner in my house?

my mum only get to see granny 1 year once. So why cant i let her go back early ?

I see my friends whenever i want.
So .. its mature of me to just think for them abit more.

Im sorry guys.

U ALL HAVE FUN.
though im sibei sad right now.

TC :D

LASTLY

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

rushing off. until next time, i'll see u here.

CIAO.

LOVE THIS SONG ALRIGHT.

2010-02-13T00:13:00.002+08:00

though i find it hard to understand korean.

Today went back to school. for cny.
Every teachers are just happy for my until cannot.
But.. you knw. i got to rush, mummy bringing me to shopping :)

so i left before i could the the Bboys rule!!
Whatever, meet mama at mall with joanna.
Then head down to parkway parade.
My MAMA is a bloody hot SPENDTHRIFT.

then down to my daddy's workers dormitory, omg. its just beside leong huat building!
Then mama papa give out angpos, early...

THEN head back home.With leow and anna.
Then 8pm, out we go to mall. to walk walk.
we did brows, Mine was indian style, you knw tht white string.
Make me cry "PAN PAN", pain pain.
LOL

Did mani and pedi, saw wanting. :)

then brought my seventeen, then home.

Leaving at 4am!
OH MY GOD, do i needa sleep?
coming home on tuesday night.
Leaving AGAIN on thursday night, a long long trip to complete my msia license.
I'll be home around march.

Im a busy girl! So I dont need company, my good and loyal friends will do their part.
SERIOUSLY. well, i will automatically get one tall CHABI and handsome guy if im not okay alone. & im still looking at it. still working at it. So no needa worry. DO YOU GET ME?! :))

XIN NIAN KUAI LE :)
Love, Elieen Joanna Apple Ninette JackyHO AR HO AR, Jason, Davin & Haoxiang.
LOVE ROCKERS' everysingle one.

I knw tiger year is a year not very fine for MONKEYS LIKE US!
we better pull it tgt and make it work throughout!!

CIAO. :)

fat face. grr...

2010-02-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

ytd.

two days of solid work days at yew tee point.
Im so dead tired and so over it !

Low pay, but i just wanna fun. First time working with zhuanna leh. super cool.

:) tmr heading back to HIHS for cny celebrations. watch performance, best part :D

TIME TO THANKS ALL THE TEACHERS WHO TAUGHT ME :)
return history notes to Mr Er.

& i didnt know tht opening up my receive files was sucha heartbroken things to do.

currently,Im tired & juice-less. so damn turning off. night night
* squeezing smile.

Im leaving tmr night. & back on 3rd day of cny.

HAPPY ROCKERS' DAY, if anyone of u guys still remembers. & Guys, its alright if the third day of cny that i dont join u all. You guys just have fun man, ily all many many:)

CIAO.

life in the Perkan Gurney, part 2 :)

2010-02-09T22:02:00.004+08:00

thts the culprit to bruised me like shit! My cousin, pls dont report him to the police, We just happened to tease each other since young and now tht we are all grown up, he just can seems to get over tht childhood fever, forgive him everyone. And in this photo, he isnt sleeping just happen to be the his eyes are in a pair of symmetry. :X
Love him and his family, took care of me during tht two weeks, with no papa mama and friends.
WHO CARES ABOUT MY BLOOD SIBLINGS ?! >;-/

Their theory lessons aka Undang, are spoken, written and thought in malay.

So as the test, can bring handphones in and snap u knw! :D So cool and corrupted right ? : 0

favour sweet stuff tht are just not merely ice cream!
ITS ICE KACHANG!
well, i only like my ice kachang Pink in colour.
Means only red beans and rose syrup and nothing else.
hmm, yum.

This dont look tht hygienic, but i happen to sleep with the pup and i totally have no clue until i saw this picture inside my phone, No wonder, i sneeze alot after tht sleep!
Thanks uh, yanhoon. - My cousin.

& the only culture shock there...
When u walk into any hall way of a house hold in perak, you will get to experience the heritage thingy on the wall. All married photos of my uncles, aunties and my parents. Wow. Does ur house do that. Not even in my Johor house! Nice huh.

& the selling of veggie idea. Solid right?
Cool colours combination. Blah.. Its not easy stacking veggies tht much all tgt u knw!
Hardwork, sweat and blood! phew.
And tht my granny holding on to the pole.

Meet coco, I like him better then xiao bai.

Mummy wicky, nursing her 4 pups :)

Say bye wicky?
she's a super bright dog of fox!
Nice hair too.

Tmr, i will be working with Joanna and her aunty at yew tee, all the way until this friday then i kick off to malaysia for the reunion dinner next evening. Not very good bucks, but you knw, just for the sake of work. I dont wanna stay at home and see my siblings, sickening fellows.

Now, guess what. I promise, for the sake of all my dearly friends' birthday that i could attend to. I will make it up in my blog on tht very day itself. So folks remember to check out my blog post for ur birthday "cards". OKAY ? :)

CIAO.

the word tht i never learn to pronounce.

2010-02-08T21:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I asked so many whys. But i had never met the why tht wenyi ask specifically.
I really really dont wish to blog this, but my brain keeps spinnning.

I knw very well who im after for the year 2010 after letting go so much, esp.. the idea of getting into sp, why i want to go to sp? Because of him. And now tht im officially a member of sp. Only until apirl, will poly life starts. Which means, living only 8 months for me to catch up to him... just before he graduates. By then, all the chase will be up for nothing or plan B, continue chasing to where ever he is? a university prehaps?

My secondary school crush since sec 3, while he kicks the ball into the goal pole during sports day. A guy i dated 3 times, a guy tht motivates, prettiest pure brown eyes i ever looked into, a guy tht speaks english everywhere and anywhere, a guy the sucked at his chinese, a guy tht is so tall so bright, a guy with a perfect family background, a reason why i like beef bowl, a guy then i will like let him know my true self, a guy tht i can bring him home for my parents to see and finally this guy still owe me a movie date.

He's tht someone tht makes me difficult to move a finger or to even speak a word out of my mouth. Oh gosh. where's my gusts?

Lastly, he feels okay being single so long. He's just happy go lucky. & nmw, he's handsome to me.
& Im learning to be like him! I feel okay being alone, so dont worry! SERIOUSLY, SOMEBODY.

Okay, now i feel stupid typing all this. gr...

ciao.

Lazzy Jazzy.

2010-02-07T15:08:00.004+08:00

after an hardcore spring cleaning round 2 last evening, Im alrdy dead lazy to even do anything. Yet despite 2 rounds of spring cleaning the living room still needs more effort. I very lazy to go amk today, but i really have to pick up my mum's earrings.

And just quarrelled with my sis. Always tht xl, unrasonable. -.- I've been doing all the spring cleaning. And idiot cannot buying a lunch for me. _|_ seriously.

I have to go to amk, I have to go to amk.
pissed. tmr... far east shopping! i dont care if i overspend my nets again, i deserve it!

BYE BYE >:-/

you goanna miss my face. I know.

2010-02-06T23:10:00.005+08:00

Iphone 4Gs <3 style="text-align: center;">
look at this super cool, iphone 4Gs 64gb. * jaw drop. transparent one!

Night market goods :) Love it :D

task accomplished.

2010-02-04T21:22:00.003+08:00

I cleared all my used books away, yes. away.. as in into the bin. I havent been clearing books since my Nlvl year. So the amount of books is like phew... hard to dispose. And i mopped the floor, wiped the dining area. And I black painted the new wine shelf. Then im like done with spring cleaning for TODAY.

Tmr night, daddy's company dinner. my hands, are like black black one. The i was painting the shelf just now, in black pain of course. I probably need thinner to get rid of the black black.

& Friends, chu 3. Daddy says chu 3. remember to ring me uh.

Thanks to Joanna, so much for understanding, Im not sneaking back from msia for her birthday.
I would mend it up by a advance one. :)

I wanna watch movies. Many many movies.

BYE :)

everyone meets obessions!

2010-02-04T01:58:00.006+08:00

TODAY, when amk, to get my parents stuff settled.
Then went to disturb apple. Her bf was there -.- I feel so extra, so embarrassed.
Apple's bf, kelvin, was from cdss too! So he knw most of the rockers members.

Shopped 3 pairs of shoes today, spending way more then i could.
Cant blame me ! I was only obsessed with cute shoes, blinking sandals and gorgeous heels!. :x
Mummy hasnt know, so shhh !! * swallow saliva.

:) smile purges me happy even when Im totally not.

Yawns, night night.
I think im gg back on the 12th feb.
Thinking of transporting, MAN! MY BUTT's goanna rot again!

CIAO.

hi my sweetheart :)

2010-02-03T01:29:00.003+08:00

finally i completed Hi My Sweetheart. I missed 3 ep while im on my trip.
No comments. Nice aending, funny wedding ceremony.

& i love my blog song man. 爱不单行- show luo.
For my chinese standards.. I need pinyin and english. so dont ask why the video look so.. not very nice. Translation in english make me understand the song better, love the song more.
Enjoy this song, because chinese song wont last on my blog.

TODAY, went S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!! At bugis, with Elieen and Ninette. Noon till Night.
Brought many many clothes, many many barang barang & many many GREY items!
They were like telling me, to stop looking at grey lah.
And i brought 7 items, nice and chio items, I spend 80SGD.
While leow spends over 300bucks!
Dine in yoshinoya! My fabourite beef bowl! Muahaha! so satisfied.
Life, really rocks.

Tmr, im goanna do spring cleaning at home. I guess its time i do something for my family this cny :)

Opened up my closet, if you were to count my black and grey items, i tell you, you count until you fail maths! Gonna spring clean my closet too!

Night night everyone :)

my life rocks! somehow... happiness is in the air LIAO.

2010-02-01T23:19:00.009+08:00

Brand new girl, prehaps?

I guess i needa explain what i meant by im happy.

I am happy because i personally think tht i could finally do well in my studies after years and years of bad results. Tired of hearing, parents calling me an useless. Now i finally, feel tht im something to them. Aww.. feel like crying to say all this. I can finally stop my dad from yaking about ite or to stop my studies. And hear my mum say tht her daughter is going to poly proudly. Im the eldest child, therefore it means alot to them. Because I ever thought that going to a poly is so damn difficult.

I am happy because, I got my friends that are always there for me. And friends that are happy for my results, when they didnt do very well. Im still guilty tht i didnt knw how to comfort them. But i hope they understand. I cant really be happy for my own results before thw trip, but now after coming back from Msia for two weeks, everyone of them knw where they are gg to and figure out what to do.. I feel Super happy for them, and myself.

Speaking of friends, I have to say a very wrong typical judgment for friends tht dont study.
Friends that dont study are not a bad influence, sometimes they tell me how they felt when they are out of secondary schools. Therefore, i knw why isit important to work hard in school.
And i have to admit, they are my energy charger. When im tired or lazy, they push me. When im sad or angry, they comfort me. They are like angels and devils, tht helped me throughout exams.

Now during there long and boring holidays, Dine in with Joanna, Shopping with Elieen, Catch up with Ninette, Jason and Jacky.. Meeting rockers to play poker. Chit chat with brother and wenyi.
& many many others, davin, haoxiang and zhongping ..... :)

They are just more then my entertainer, they are my friends. GOOD FRIENDS.

Im happy mum brought me a blinking Guess watch last night. Im not trying to showoff about how expensive and chio the watch is. But I trying to say that, My parents dont always shower me with my favourite stuff, especially expensive stuff willingly.
In fact, me and my sis know that is impossible to get them to buy those stuff for us, so me and my sis, never really request for things we like, unless my parents ask occasionally, like during birthdays, christmas, new years and good results.

What i can say is that, all these just an rewards. I treat it as an rewards with many many appreciation and a motivation to study futher and do better. BECAUSE MORE ARE TO COME!!!!

Driving is also one of my ambition okay.. i finally drove a car! and for the msia license, its expensive, it thank them for tht too.

My cousin took this picture, AND I DIDNT DRIVE WITH MY EYES CLOSE OKAY!
sorry for tht messy hair, i wasnt ready to take a photo either. & thts a toyota, HiLux.

Im happy tht friends whould force me to attend their birthday and cny celebrations though i could hardly make it. These means tht I mean someone important in their life :) I love you guys man!

I just discussed with me my mum about feburary plans.

Jiayi's birthday, Im so sorry :( no acception, i really cmi. Really sorry.

Joanna's birthday, though my parents are coming back sg on the 21st, I asked to tag along, but Mummy says NO,Complete your license they come back. Sneaking back to sg? im still planning how to! give me more time dear!! :(

Alan's birthday, Friends comfirm friends one okay, no such things as cut off with you if i dont attend ur birthday! Im completing license on the 27th, So really have no idea, whether i could make it on time. And did i mention the duration on a bus trip is like 9 solid hours? heh heh.

fcuk sial, why feburary?! T.T

But mummy is still indeed my mummy. She will try to talk my dad out to let me come back to sg on the 15th (chu 2) or 16th (chu 3)!!! because 17th morning, will be gg back to ipoh. Complicating i knw.
IF MY DAD AGREES, I can join my friends to PAI NIAN. awww... love it. hee hee.

HA, i guess thts all i needa say.
And opps, almost for get.

Through those not so amazing days, I cannot thank my beloved brother NBP enough. I love you bro! He reads me like a book, he understands me and i cant hide a single thing from him -.-
the brother sister kinship never dies and it never change, if you get what i mean, brother.
But my sis is not really your sis, but you are my bro. ahem... u get it? HAHA :x

Today, met my rocking clique. Boonping, Keechung, Desmond, Alan, Wenxiong and wenyi came later. At the same viod deck, play the same old poker, but this time. Abit lamer, theres "can" soccer, slapping, beating and punching. LMAO, oh well.. as usual.. i enjoy watching soccer...

And my hair now. super neat, that is the good and best change. Cos im a super messy person and Im frank to say tht. because this photo, still look messy.
And do i look good in it? until now, i dont really have an answer ;/ My face look big!!!!
But super short leh... Where the rest of my hair gone to, i dont have an idea!

introducing XIAO BAI :D PRINCE WHITE!
So damn cute, i knw.

The place i stay in for the pass two weeks, my uncle house. He owned 13 dogs! and 14 vehicles! - 1 bicycle, 4 bikes, 5 cars, 2 vans, and 2 lorries! Just thank God its a big house!

thts enough, im tired! its alrdy 1.17am. Blogged for like 3 hours?
I fb and bathed throughout.
Night night!

LASTLY, FOLKS!!!
ENJOY THE ADULT FARES! F...

CIAO. more story from my long trip soon to come!

16 days.

2010-01-31T11:46:00.010+08:00

Hi everyone, Im home :D

I got 3 good news and i got 3 bad news, which one first?

good news first, then we go alternate.. yey?

Good news NO1.
I passed my theory in malay. And i got my L license.
Amazingly... when i cant even read melayu.
Wanna knw why? : malaysia's government very corrupted mah :D
ringgits settles everything.

Bad news NO 1.
im darker.
Im fatter.
& Im bruised. - no worries, not car crash accidents' bruises!
thts a saddening news for the upcoming cny in two week time.
Well- nothing much i can do about it. then i'll just have to MAKE IT WORK!

Good news NO 2.
Im back early :) i knw.
31 jan, just nice to complete the month of jan with this post.
I miss my friends thts why back early, to join them for cny shopping spree :D

Bad news NO2.
I cannot complete my P license before cny. Practical exam date: 27th feb.
Which means yea, im gg back to complete it for the rest of cyn.
Which means yea, sorry friends :( upcoming birthday peeps.
Which means yea, leaving sg on the cny eve then come back around march.
Which means yea, Im so goanna get it from all my friendssss..

Good news NO3.
What poly what course?
Thanks to nette and my sis, i get to knw it on the very day though im so disconnneted from the JAE website.

1st choice, i hammered it.
Jazzmine got into.. S89 Interior design, Singpore polytechnic.
I abit regretted, cos now i prefer architecture.
Sigh. I chose it, i got it, now i better bang on it.

Bad news NO 3.
Never really commit to my quiting plans. Oppsy.
&
I havent do anything CNY SHOPPING !!!!
meting joanna later. hee.

_______________________________________

Bottomline:
Somethings are better facing it of with a blessing smile.
& you'll feel so right and relief.

想念好久的蓝天一直躲着不见面

NOW I SAY:
Im very happy in this moment of my life.

Thank You God!

TATAR~

Toodles friends :D

2010-01-14T00:20:00.005+08:00

thts it, im done farewell-ing.
This kindda farewell, makes me feel like more then 1 year back in 2008, thailand's trip.
HA. But im happy to see my friend cant bare to not see me for up till a month.

But now, problem is. I , myself dont knw how long with this driving course take.
So i dont knw when i would come back.

And if, have to wait too long, my daddy wants me back home.
Cause my daddy dont really agree on this trip. I can really understand tht he is worried.
I never leave sg without my parents before, frankly. Other then ubin trips -.-

But i guess, im big enough to just tc of myself & God would just super bless me. :D

Car would come and pick me up tmr morning at 11am.
And thanks to ma, She wants me to have a interview before 11am. WTF.
TTM, i have to wake up like 8 in the morning and really dress up for the formal interview at the Soho Designs pte ltd. And speaking of dress up, OMG , MY HAIR! ;(
"would they hired a 12 years old?" LMAO.

Whatever. Be on my best. Though the pay didnt sound satisfying.
But whatever again, parents says its for the EXPERIENCE.

I will be bringing many many ringgits with me tmr, I hope no one would rob a lil girl like limbu.
Muahaha.

Jiayi &Joanna, your birthday pls confirm my seats. :D
ROCKERS, i promise, i will come back and visit you guys. :D

ALL OF YOU, take care man!
I love you guys, many many.

I will miss you, you will miss me.
So might as well, hold on to it and just wait for me :)

night night.

Biggest,

Mom brought my tickets

2010-01-13T15:44:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 2pm.
Ma rang at 3pm, saying she brought the tickets, and im leaving at 9am tmr morning.

I, myself was shock at how fast my mom would booked the tickets.
And its a early trip, under the sun, on a ride for like bloody 9 hours.

Whatever.
& Not so great part, Im solo.

I hope i will be back before jiayi's birthday, or even better before CNY eve starts.
No promises.

Wenyi :'(
still dont wanna call me?

I got lotsa things to pack before leaving. OMG.

Dont miss me too much guys :) i'll be fine.
Its like a rehabilitation center for me. LMAO, just jking.

CIAO. I love you.

MY HAIR !

2010-01-13T03:08:00.006+08:00

ORIGINALLY, my hair was sucha diva!
BIG CURLS & long side parting bangs.
VERY CELEBRITY OKAY!

Then, spilt ends, serve tangling, dry and damn difficult to manage.
I took 2 weeks to come to a final conclusion to just chop it all off.

A short blob with long fringe and heavy highlights.

Asked ma for opinion.
She say, should have change ur hair style like 100 years ago.
too mature, why not go with something young and decent?

-.- LIKE WHAT DECENT?!
Jazzmine only can look sexy okay, you guys knw why. heh heh.
Decent ? LMAO.

BLACK , STRAIGHT CUTS, REBON AND SHORT BANG.
OH WHAT DE ?

Im super not okay with the bangs part.

I tot i just wanted a short blob.
Then MA alrdy started snipping.

BUT She promise me , rebonding fully paid buy her :D
Thats chill.
So meanwhile, my hair looking super not complete, are just.. Disgusting.

I just wanna hide at home everyday ! :(

sorry for tht J face. HA.
My hair originally could stretch all the way below belly button.
Now, the longest cant even cross my boobs.
but, Im okay with it cause i just wanna see all the unhealthy hair to go.

Joanna was there too :D
Love her.

Ytd after results met joanna,

AWESOME,
Once a super steady clique.
But now, im just speechless.
Everyone is heading different directions after olvl results.
Some even refuse, to entertain the original bunch.
Looking like at the awesome album in fb, I feel soooooooooooooooo.. ah.. pain.
:( I said, i wish to be a better friend.

Im leaving sg this week or the next.
I must be back for joanna and jiayi 's birthday.
I wonder if i could manage it on time.
Jiayi's on the 18th.
Joanna's on the 21st.

GRRR...........

Wenyi :(
call me okay?

CIAO.

the decision is final.

2010-01-12T14:16:00.004+08:00

IM DONE!

Take a closer look.
SP is not a confirm poly i would go to.

My ma, say... think again think again before submitting.
So i edit and edit and edit, until i login to the JAE @ moe.

Np and Nyp are possible too.
OPPSY.

LASTLY, I THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING THT HAS HAPPENED.
ciao.

Results. a dream came true.

2010-01-11T22:00:00.007+08:00

I've gotten what I aimed.
Abit stupid, I rather aimed higher.

And my parents.
I finally saw a smile on my ma's face after so long.
Like fully recovered upon hearing my results -.-

Ma says, JC, then go uni.
I says: NO, after poly also can go uni.

Pa says, JC, school fees cheaper.
I says: NO, you will still have to pay for plenty of tuition fees, no diff.

Elieen says, JC, save poly slots for the less fortunate..
I says: Sorry, have to be selfish abit this time. LOL, cannot blame me man :( i didnt take any pure sciences or A maths, i will sure die inside.

Ma says: TP?
I say: NO, SP.

PA says: NYP?
I says: NO, SP.

MA told PA: More potential guys at SP. SO okay la, alil bit more on transport only.
I says: Yea, okay, whatever -.-

Parental Approval To SP √√√

Best thing about today:
Ninette got her desired points and so do i. we preformed miracles tgt this time.
& I'm proud of it, cause basically, we knw how to make use time and just accept other failures' craps.

Doors are opened for me. Shall choose carefully.

I broke the results to my ma first then DT was next, surprisingly. I really hope joinning him in SP would just be my next wish come true. * blushed.

Jiayi, same points, same desired poly. Always good to have a friend on a same path as me.

12 choices = 7 SP, 2 NYP, 2 NP and 1 TP

Anyone can explain the meaning of -4pts for cca?! Ridiculous.

My Friends,
Try again if you fail. Never fail to try again.
If not, plan your path realistically.
Ask urself what u like to do for a living in the future and go for it.
Olvl its just a exam. An exam wont make you give up on ur life!
& its never worth it giving up.

MOVE ON or TRY AGAIN.

Im sorry tht I never knw how to comfort others, esp best friends like u guys.
Remind you, tears are expensive.

CIAO.
Is nice watch him always moving on.
She must be a beauty to make u miss so dearly.

directly, 14 more hours.

2010-01-11T00:00:00.005+08:00

I guess, i dont have to defy the meaning of irritating?

Woke up at 1pm, rang brother, They are alrdy one the way :D
I ask who coming? : Wenyi and KeechAng only. Thts saddening man :(

The met them at mall around 2.30pm tgt with Theresa. :) bday girl tmr.
Brought food and went to a void deck not very near by.
poker session! HA love it as always! well, Theresa is new in the pokerface house!

Then went to 401. Messed up the 7eleven. And then to the playground.

Then bussed to my place.
Watched table of glory, then poker started again.

7.30pm, went down to my area's coffee house for dinner.
Wenyi, simply loves the food there.

mumm mumm. until 8 plus.
Started, laughing , joking, crapping, chatting, yaking and yak and yak and yak.
Until 10pm, we sure had a super great time seriously.

They went home. :( farewell was hard to do.

Home, mummy do me with the same old stuns! Im still tolerating!

Tmr results! *swallow saliva.

2pm, gathering in the hall, all sitting and anxious.
2.05pm, Principal starts her speech.
2.30pm, speech finally ended.
Then ... teng teng teng tenggggggggggggggg~
WTF. *BREATH BREATH BREATH ~

CIAO, everyone.
Good luck to all olvl leavers collecting results tmr :D

"Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby."
My dream last night was, sweet.. i thought.

Stress, im not mentally alright. & i can tell.

2010-01-10T01:52:00.006+08:00

Finally get into sleep at 4am after tossing on the bed from over 2 hours.
and woke up by my ma who was like alrdy sick for a week at 7am.
And i cant get into sleep anm.

And for 2 nights, i havent been getting a good night sleep.
Im like having really bad dark circles, pimples, extra fats, headaches, tummy ache and the most impossible.. emotions upset. I would like cry for nothing? Angry for nothing? Laugh for nothing?
How crazy is tht?

I cant get into sleep now, so im like blogging to get my eyes tired so tht it maybe easier for me to get into sleep?

I popped many panadols to try to make myself drowsy? But it didnt work.

I guess, i really need cough syrup. Like drink up the whole bottle and maybe sleep for 3 days 3 nights, then ... maybe i will be satisfied?

I every morning had a good one from my mom, literally like unnecessary scoldings?
Because she was sick, she was hot tempered. I have to help her out of bed, fed her medication, massage and change clothes for her. Its just heartache every morning, how u expect me to go to sleep ?

I cant sleep, I watch tv and munches on all kindda food i can find at home.
for the whole day until people call me out. People call me out usually ask me out for meals.
This evening, went back to office, to hear about the new project. I still dont think its profitable.
& Excel team made me felt less homely? thts pretty sad to me. bball tmr morning at 9am?!

at 10pm, met Joanna, Xinde, Elwin back at plaza for dinner.
Jacky and Julian came later.
& Had been so long since i last saw Kahwei. My ex, who owns a pair of sexy lips too.He looks fine to me, still tht skinny. Still avoiding me, i guess. Until today, I nvr had a chance to like really tell him .. somethings.I guess, its doesnt matter alrdy, Since 3 full year alrdy passed.
& secretly tell you guys, loving him was a big experience tht thought me alot, back in my childish days. & I sort of lost the SK. ;X

& plaza;s night life creatures are just simply the same old bunch. I still hate plaza!
Then crap alot with xinde and co. I laugh like as if sky was goanna fall. Then left for home around 12mn.

1am, after bathe. Call Wenyi back to discuss about Theresa's bday celebration tmr.
No conclusion, And a small fuss between me and keechung, made him flared and made me bust into tears like suddenly. Then automatically packed up and do my best on planning though i really hate to plan out celebrations recently, I reluctantly spam questions at bpj peeps. Until we arrived at our last conclusions.

I guess im over stressed out?
I cant stop thinking about polys and results, u knw.

I wish i could be real sick on bed on the 11th jan.
So i dont have to see results?

Come on, ANG SOOK YEN! face it.

-.- Im a lil tipsy.
Dont bother.

PWJ, Dont mess with my hair like tht anymore! I'll like you. LOL. jking.
recently there just sooo many PUAs around me. Hate it.
REALLY getting on my nerves.

Now , i find guys irritating.
shall stay single, IM NOT BF HUNTING ANM.
so give the fcuk up on this fatty, good night!

CIAO.

HELL, NO.

2010-01-09T01:28:00.003+08:00

on 28 nov 2009 - we was at plaza sing. we bought the ticket at 20 h 36.. and we went hall 3.. sit number is 05 & 06.
and soon 08 jan 2010 - we was back at plaza sing. we brought the ticket again at 20h 36 and we were back to hall 3 again.. with the seat no.in running sequence 07 and 08

Sounds amazing ?

LOL. i didnt realise it until Wayne told me just now when he compared the tickets.

YTD!
Me woke up... called Anna. Swimming ?

OKAY. met around 2.30pm and started swimming. Then 4pm. Makan makan.
Then back to mall at around 6 plus. Slacked until 7pm man.
MALL is just a super bored-tarded place to be at. Saw ian and co tough.

Home, chated with Wenyi from 12 to 4am!
HA. I love chating with her! I knew many more things about her also.

Today, work up at 3pm.
Tv Tv Tv Tv.
Meet Wayne at his area (just across my street) Then to plaza sing for dinner and movies until 12.30. Opps, thank god parents are alrdy asleep!

Tmr, interview at 7am?! OH GOSH.
Looking forward for tht job mama introduced me though.
Working for my dad's designer at the age of 17 sounds fun ?

Sunday!
meeting up rockers! just 6 days, I alrdy missing them. ;/
Celebrating Theresa's birthday in advance.

Monday, Happy Birthday Theresa!
& Happy Rockers' day, 1 year 2 months. & still counting though members of rockers somehow strinked! -.-

& GOOD LUCK TO ME, its results day. 2pm 2pm 2pm 2pm. Home clothes , no shorts, no slippers! Mr Anba's last order!!

Good night, CIAO.

another day of my life in 2010. LMAO. -.-

2010-01-06T20:12:00.004+08:00

Im blogging like everyday, Dont bother me. Cause im simply bored at home ;/

HA.
For my previous post, i just got a lil scoldings from my brother.
"BF cannot like tht find one!!"

BUT for goodness sake, Im just bored alone.
And since is a brand new year, I wanna brand new love exp!
-.- sounds dramatic. But i mean it okay!

Someday, im goanna find a guy who love only me for who i am.

BEST PART for today.
I dont have to move a finger...

My parents found me ideal job.
My parents are planning my solo vacation.
My parents are planning for my msia car license.
My parents paid everything.

FOR ME,
Tmr going out field with my mom, to meet my trainer.
On housing sales! Sounds fantastic, yea?!

& then wait until 11 jan 2010, 2pm, open results slip and thts it!
5DAYS LEFT!!!!

BREATH ~ BREATH ~
CIAO.

Jazzmine's new year resolutions.

2010-01-05T21:09:00.008+08:00

Theres always the sun after the rain.
Theres always the fun after the tears.

Im decisive, sharp and really clear about what i really want now * winks.
well.. my horo says so.

its the start of two thousand ten! , im goanna make it brilliant and cool.

My new year resolutions.

ONE :

Its alrdy 2010.. so..
I can have a guy alrdy i guess... Really love hard another round.

Davin told me, "Sometimes this kindda things can wait."
Yea... like totally.. for him only :D HA.

Like Joanne, Im "hunting" one. But my guy..

& I like.. slope on guy's hair, idk why... Its just neat? heh heh.

I like guys tht are quiet, polite, humble, decent and sensible. Hmmm...

& I dont like skinny guys? Fat guys .. are pretty fine with me.. you know, but he better be cute.

An entertainer sounds fun? Hmmm...

Most importantly, a teacher. i AM dumb, i needa learn! guys with brain.. i mean.

"Serious" its a word i use super frequently...
A serious thinker at the right time. I cannot be loving a joker. Tht will be a joke!

Not more then 9 years older, Not younger then a second!

Im not after.. money, transport and grounding.
I have my own spendings.
transport.. i got legs... FAT legs.
Grounding, you belong to ur parents not me.
Necessary freedom needed for both parties.

& TOO HANDSOME, TOO HOT! cannot!
Cos, i will have trouble keep myself cool. LOL.
Nah, all girls knw why.

DONE :) it looks like a criteria list for a promising relationship. hee hee.
Cause this time, im so prepared to let Alan to leave my heart as a lover.
Tht someone, suppose to change from the name "Alan" to a new name by 2010.
've been more then a full year, tht im lingering onto this guy.
I guess its time..

For Alan, his charm made many girls speechless.
Im hope he'll find a rightful wife for real, soon....
Meanwhile, Im still ur fake wife okay !! :D Good luck, hubby.
I loved you seriously.

TWO:

Accept a ID job with no pay.
Cause experience is PRICELESS.

alternatively, With working with Wayne, starhub?

THREE:

Im born this size, so there nothing i can do about my weight management.
AHA, whatever~ *rolleyes.
A HEALTHY DIET WILL DO.

FOUR:

Car license.
Mummy allow me to drive to school in the future! HAHAHA.
*happy until can flyyyyyy.

FIVE:

if i can get into a poly. Study hard.
Since i took it.. then BANG ON IT!
Plus, I dont waste my precious time and school fees for nothing yea?
Whatever course tht im taking, whatever skills tht im learning. Make it useful.

HOPE MY RESOLUTION will be fullfilled before then deadline!
31 dec 2010.

CIAO.

the lastest moments of 2009.

2010-01-01T23:31:00.016+08:00

New Year Eve/ Night - Arab Street: Cafe Le Caire.
Joannna, Elieen, Jian fu, Jacky, Jason, Julian, Yeechung.

Julian

_________________________________________________________________

Brother :) A long time no see picture of him. Cuter right ?
:D heh heh.

Sis's banana cake :D ________________________________________________________________

Christmas Eve/ Night. - Rockers' : Orchard Ion.
: Wenyi, Ann, Boonping, Alan, Wenxiong, Keechang.

Hello 2010.

2010-01-01T02:44:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS :D

the new year chain msg i sent to all of my friends was a super meaningful one i guess:
" The year is gone that us strong. The path was long, but we walked with a song. There were fears and tears but we also had reasons for cheers. Wishing you happy memories of last year & have a great beginning for this year 2010! HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) CHEERS! "

Somethings had to be forgotten, somethings had to be remembered.
Somethings cannot be remembered but somethings just cannot be forg0tten.

Last year was tough year but i will remember every single thing that happened throughout 2009, willingly. Meanwhile, Im soooooooo goanna enhance and experience 2010! woots!

"All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you."

:)
Bye bye 2009. Good night all :D

Life after you - Chris Daughtry.

2009-12-31T15:38:00.008+08:00

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you.

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wasting my time
Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I woule die here without you.

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you.

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you.

_______________

Its the eve, I guess everyone is getting ready for their count down celebration tonight.
:) You guys have fun alright!

Dont wow, I shall take it as a small matter. its just the matter of 10 days.
CIAO.

2009-12-30T00:04:00.007+08:00

Today!

Woke up at 12noon, OMG, im late.
Thinking about the movie at 2pm at cck Lot1.

wash up, then poofff. out i went.

Meet, Boonping , Alan and Wenxiong at cck, then went up to the cinema, OMG.. flooded with people and children, must be Alvin and the chipmunks 2! Brough my sis's cake down for boon too!

Qeue up, and brought tickets to Avarta 3D, then into the cinema.
I swear i will nvr ever wanna wear specs for the rest of my life! Very irritating.
Watch until very giddy. However, Avarta was AWESOME as what people rated it as!

Then after the movie, Alan and Wenxiong glued together for quite sometime. idk wth they are up to, but they are sure... funny.

Then to keechang's area, play poker cards.... play play play... Ah boo left :( ..
then play play play... me and boon went to ta bao dinner.
Then eat at the viod deck, for the first time... very werid and haha.. nice expirence luh.
then continue play play play, alemak... 8.40pm. time to go home!

Then trainned back then bussed home. Long journey.
& Im always complainning, How i wish i was staying at west area.
If i really get into my desired poly and mostly friends living there, tht will be super fast and easy man! Like... seriously.... sigh~

& Ng boon ping doesnt want me to mess with their bunch after their school reopens!

GOOD NIGHT,YA !

I just wanna play my role, slowly disappear.

2009-12-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

Today! :)

woke up at 2 plus.
Desperately finding friends out for movies.

But no one is interested. :(

Watched Ep9.
Then went to mall to meet Shihui and co, for my pay.
Shihui asked me to go back... should i ?

I heart suddenly shifted.

My friends, have no time.
I have plenty of time to spare. But i have no job no nothing to entertain myself.
I am looking forward for Excel's new Application project.

& for so long, nobody ever touched and messed up my hair like you did, surprisingly (:

I frankly, didnt like the life im having now, day by day, waiting for celebrations to pass. Waiting for christmas to pass, then new year to pass, then whats next? CYN? Im still sitting at home, sleep, eat, shit, com, blog, fb, youtube?
Im so bored and so allergic to holidays.

Trying to get a bf to spend/waste my holidays? Im seriously, not in the mood. though i really could try, with the someone i still love. But my magic and prediction can easily tell, it wont work out right. Nobody's supporting me either, not even him. *sneeze sneeze, muahaha, this time, funny..

WHATEVER ~ mama , me, limbu hack care.
Happy jiu hao.

on chnnel 5 currently, the Spiderman guy, is such a cutttttttteeeeeee dude.

CIAO :D

Slowly disappear.

come clean

2009-12-28T00:02:00.007+08:00

I knw i knw, Me like to turn big big rounds before i get to the point tht i need to delivery.
but somethings when i dont wish to deliver and i am forced to say. Me will go super directly.

I really got nothing to blog ! I cannot be only writing "anything" right ?

But, Something popped out of my mind, JUST ONLY.

since its alrdy 27th dec 2009, last few days left before we welcome the 2010.

LETS' RECAP! ho bo ?

2009 hasnt been a great year for the poor old me, sadly ):
Infect, i hate this year alot.

January, kicked started with a boyfriend named Stanley, in my memories, he was a nice guy but eventually not. & i dont have to emphasis, everyone knws tht the economic just collapse.
& Olvl year, I started out quite forcus in my studies. And of cos, nagging from teachers and parents started out energetically.

February, CYN, it was the worst CYN, i ever encounter for the past 17 years of my life. & I first time saw my father fight and my grandmother screamed in tears. plus, blah blah.. whole lot of family dramas. & thing with Stanley are ... okok.. satisfying.

March, broke up with stanley, then went on with Oak, everybody, -.- him. everyone, _|_ him. I have nothing to say.. but u knw... i dont bother, i needed accompany and thts it.. My days with him, started out not bad. & I watched my sis cried for love for the very first time. Im heartache, but somewhat happy to see her really getting mature.

Apirl, SYF competition and studies making me freaking juggling. And things between me and oak was fine. BB is still always there for me.

May, SYF results turning me real on! A GOLD award, very satisfying u knw. I broke with with Oak & i wanna emphasis, tht is ME who dump him. Im not sad, im just happy tht i made the right decision. I tot it was time for me to really start hardcore mugging.

June, I chopped off my dead ends, I celebrated my sis birthday without parents. Crazy over a korean show, boys over flowers. I think, most guilty thing, I screwed up other people's relationship.

July, My birthday, touching having 33 friends over there :) Then with no shame and regret I had Alan back. I was so damn freaking crazy about him, depressingly.

And how serious, is your "seriously"?

August, wondering having a relationship at this critical moment is a bad timing? Tuitions and tuitions flooded my entire timetable. I was so willing to PIA for my upcoming olvl. At the same time still very crazy about bf. & watching Awesome broke up into 5 different pieces was a blow.

Fcuk, it aint suppose to be like tht! I wasn't suppose to love deeper.

September, study every single day for prelims. Visiting different friends house, just to get study done. Nette and I became real close friends and drifting me apart from Jacky and co. Complicating. And with bf, i sense something is super wrong & i remembered clearly tht I didnt wanna face it. & 24 pts for prelims were super demoralising!

And if its not for real , then are u just sweet talking?

October, crazy month, Alan broke up with me, I took it as a retribution for screwing up his previous love. Now, I get the same old story. Stupidly , I took it too hard on myself. Then after packing up, it aint tht bad. With no time to lose, I am back on track after 2 weeks. Way behind of others. AND 26th of OCT, the horrific world war 3 started.

Am I thinking too much about the things between me and u?

November, Olvl period, Olvl ended on 11th november. I was alrdy half dead. Tonning every night to study! first time in my life! And with 5 friends, i first stepped into OR on 8th november. Then all 4 left shortly, I stayed for tht job for the rest of the month. & Thank God i didnt screwed up my prom preparation! & when my sales rocks my life rocks!

Its just the fake status tht bring you close to me, or isit ur heart?

December, Spend my days happily and laughingly with team excel, i could hardly remember anything stress or sad! But all so suddenly, after attaining my leadership, my sales sucked as so as my life. My parents bugged me to quit, it was a dilemma. So, the long time no see "tears", dripped in to the carpet of Excel's office. I left Excel unknowingly): And then back to enjoy my holidays with Awesome and Rockers. & Chalet was cool, and shopping and Christmas count down and visiting granny and time with family & currently, Im back stressing with the same old things without work! & Im still trying my best to make my parent happy with my holiday life... trying to get a job tht satisfy them not me!

Until now.. Im just quietly waiting for the arrival of

2010!

I hope it will be better! I SERIOUSLY HOPE SO! *keep my finger crossed.

heh heh. GOOD NIGHT DONKEYS :D

'And i hate how much i love you boy.. And hate how much i need you. Well i cant stay mad you... '
^ "Just lyrics" * roll eyes, SMILE :)

BAD MOOD :(

2009-12-26T23:32:00.004+08:00

Ytd was christmas night, after dinner, papa and mama non stop yaking about me, I and LIMBU.
Im mad really really pissed off, didnt really spent the last 3 hours of my christmas peacefully.

I didnt work because they dont want me to sell charity tickets.
I didnt study because, IM WAITING FOR THE OLVL RESULTS FOR GOOD SAKE.
what it is left for me to study? If i knw what to study now, i would, cos im freaking bored-tarded!

ID job, yes!! im dying for one. But only my parents can help me get designers to hire me. But which designer would want a olvl grad and who knw nothing about ID to work for the company? -.- YES, im referring to myself.

I go out, they not happy.
I stay at home, they not happy.

And if they are going ask the same old sickening question again, ME IS SO GOANNA LEAVE THE FREAKING HOUSE ON THE SPOT. (dont worry, will get home before my curfews)
Everyday, they had been spamming me with the question, I hate to hear, scare to hear and dont wanna hear.
: "arent you worry about ur results?, you everyday still can carefree? "

not tht i dont wanna answer my mum, But im afraid tht i would quarrel. Its not necessary, i rather get the scoldings. ;/

Im worried, obviously im very very worried. every morning, first thing on my mind is what date is today, how many days left to the release of results. Im panicking every single day. I sigh every night tht STUUUUUUUUUUPID SLIP before i go to bed.

I swear, my one and only wish for my birthday, christmas, deepavali and hari raya, and the upcoming new year and cny wishes would only be to get into the desire course i ever wanted.

My secret is: I knew, i cant get into the course. thts why im wishing, praying and panicking every single day.

Im feel so retard not answering my parents a single word. well... its better then i flare up, things wont turn out great, you will sleep flame first then kenna distinguish by a huge waterfall okay !

& yes, a dumb wife would only knw how to ACT retarded. But actually Im not OKAY!
IF my husband was a santa claus, He would edit my results slip.

& awesome dinner postpone to new year eve dinner, all because of me, I feel so bad! D:

& Im looking for a job w/wenyi at Clementi's Kbox.
& Im looking for a Admin/data entry/invoice&quotation job, anywhere anytime!

& I assure great work attitude and satisfying performance.

nice resume? :D

WHATEVER ~ *roll my eyes to the skyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

CIAO.

IloveyouSERIOUSLYtoo.

2009-12-25T18:21:00.012+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

Eve.

8.30am, crawl out of bed.
10am, met xiangming and to the new office.
11.30am, Gourmet challenge started.
6.30pm, selling away my 30th card.
7.30pm, chit chat with farhana.
7.45pm, left office.

9.30pm, met rockers at Somerset.
10.30pm, roti prata, AND I HATE BANGALAS!
11.15pm, camped out Ion,
11.45pm, rockers waited very very very quietly.
11.59pm, snow spray starts shaking and spraying.
OMFG, really really really "golden moments" jin dian.
12.01pm, asking each other, is time for count down? LMAO.
12.15pm, still spraying.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.
1am, i dont wanna go home, I went bukit panjang :D
1.30am, send Ann home.
2am, bp went home, Alan came and accompany me.
2.30am, Wenyi, Keechang, Wenxiong, Boon came back, slack.
3am, ah boo went off :(
4am, poker session, 5 person , 5 forehead, 5 BALUKU.
5.30am, "go to eat chicken rice, tonight is what time, cannot bring cigarette."
5.45am, wenyi place, bath, plonk into bed.

3pm, 12 msges, 7 missed calls.
3.30pm, Wenyi ar... me gtg go off le.
4.30pm, daddy & mummy "machine gun".
5am, breakfast, super filling and yummy.
7.15am, super sian :(
Later, dinner with family out.
"Christmas is a time for loved ones."

ALAN's snow tits and snow dick seriously made the first minute of our christmas FANTASTIC. Cant help but LAUGH ONLY. For these i finally learned the meaning of "开心就好!"
yea, JUST HAPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

"I want your love and i want your revenge.
You and me could write a bad romance.
I wanna you love and all your lovers' revenge
you and me could write a bad romance

I want your love and i dont wanna be friends
caught in a bad romance! "

rah rah rah ah ah ah.
mah mah mah ma ma ma.
ga ga OH la la la.
Caught in a bed romance!

Merry merry merry merry christmas everyone.

will be with me for every christmas of the rest of our lives?
CIAO :D

its the eve of the eve! edited 1.20am.

2009-12-23T21:03:00.001+08:00

GAGA OH LALA.

I confirm alrdy, Limbu tmr gg to zhong zhu jiang hu.
Im joinning... OR's gourmet challenge tmr!

DIE DIE GG to grab bonus!

And I think the venue will be at hougang tmr!
I hope my kumpong will bring us luck!

This maybe my final chance to sell these stupid charity tickets.
but whatever it is... Im goanna do my best.
Because its christmas eve, Im so doing a good deed and helping the less fortunate!

Tmr's reporting time is at 10am at the new office. I still have no idea how it looks like.
excited!

After excel game, I heading town for Rockers' countdown party with the rest of singaporeans in orchard road!

&
Christmas night, I gg meet awesome for steamboat session :)

Shihui, keep calling me... make me sibei excited for tmr's gourmet challenge sial!

This christmas, 1 wish. . .
I want a happily ever after!

Good night!
So what if hurts me? so what if i break down ?
What if it throws me off the edge and my feet runs out of ground
I gotta be immune to this whole new lifestyle.
Facts yet not real. how long can people stay this way? I wonder ;/

Bad romance

2009-12-23T01:29:00.002+08:00

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2009-12-21T00:47:00.008+08:00

ROCKERS CHATLET. 17 dec.

DINE OUT WITH JOANNA :) 15 dec.

GOI SHI HUI's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION : 15 dec @ office.

ONG WEN YI BIRTHDAY : 14 dec @ her place.

UBIN TRIP: 12 dec. cycling.

3 weeks of work at OR ! PHOTOS WILL BE LOAD ASAP!

damn, im kindda miss my hot navy nails! D:

PROM : 24th Dec 2009 @ Hilton Hotel.

FIRST THING AFTER OLVL, Return the dinning area to my family.

17,18,19 dec.

2009-12-19T21:35:00.005+08:00

Chalet with rockers for the first time, its super amazing. I didnt sleep ! >;/

W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r.

First night. I reached at 5 plus. chalet was alrdy messy man ~

Someone of the peeps alrdy starting fire.
So... lets start!

> 2 idiots driving me real crazy. I hate them! to the core. ttm.
> BBQ all the way.
> 9 plus, Jaslynda and bf arrive and chit chat. up and down chalet.
> stone until 11 plus, theresa and june finally arrive. hoho.
> poker, chit chats.
> wanning reach at around 12.
> up the chalet, slack, tv, and more chitchat cum poker.
> then send wanning and laybee off.
> then poker faces, continue their journey all the way till the morning sun came out.

> they drove me mad and speechless.
watches alan loses money and kee chung wins money.

> 7am, they went breakfast.
> boon acc me to fetch orange juice. best in the morning.
> then nap. to force my eyes close.
> they came back from breakfast, thts it. cannot sleep anm.
> wenyi still sleeping~ like a pig :D
> its 10am of 18 dec, hongling and co to pool.

> wenyi trying real hard to pull me out of bed.
> take turn wash up, wenyi, keechung, cranston and i went to find a place to sit for lunch.
> cch. reached. opps. O.O
> back to chalet. Human stacking. Muahahaha. funny!
> play play play slack slack slack.
>whats next? POKER LUH. wah, sibei sian, decided to join in for a few games.

> then 6pm. rent bicycles. stroll around park.
> back to the chalet, jio people for dinner.
> white sands, hk cafe, for a good dinner.
> back to chalet, charlie and the chocolate factory.
> man im alrdy dozing off.

> bath. out ciggy relaxing an hour.

> 2 am, indian poker.
muahahahaaa, very funny.
end up chasing bee....

> 3am, slacking. wenyi slept early again.

>3.30am, okay thts it. my turn. zzz.
> next thing i knw, door banging. open the door.
> plonking to bed again.

> 10am, okok. gtg. work up, wash up. left me wenyi kee chung and cranston in the room again.
> they went to return bikes and we were last to leave tht chalet, so sad, SO MESSY! poor cleaner.
> to the taxi stand, still not fully awake.
> next thing, taxi. we decided to skip breakfast. save the money for cab.

> home, bath. sleep. at 11am.
> work up at 6pm, eat, shit, slack.
> parents come home. blah blah blah.
> tmr gg malaysia.
OKAY, anw, was wondering how to spend the rest of my holidays with no work, no study and no more chalet.

who was at the BBQ?
Jazzmine, Wenyi, Boonping, Wenxiong, Alan, Desmond, Keechung, Cranston, Laybee, Hongling, Jiajun, Jaslynda and bf, Theresa and bf, June and bf and Wanning.

who booking me for christmas eve and christman man ? Better register asap! muahahahaha.

God damn, i feel like laughing now man, but nothing to laugh at.

Movie on monday, anyone? AVATAR!

No money how ? have to find a job.

Singapore, is small and bored and nothing left to play, no where left to go.

So bored. so bored.
So stress about results, when i heard Ann cried over the phone.

I decided last night.
make it, sp or nyp interior design.
cmi, ITE, still interior design.

Hardest facts to accept:
- shopping needs money!
- now to olevel results, lesser then a month!
- jobless.
- I wanna go back to OR?
- eat, shit, sleep at home everyday :(
- bukan tidak cinta kamu, kawan.
不是不爱你.
every minute is like an hour, every hour is like a day and a day it last forever. I’d wait forever and a day for you
byebye.

new song :D

2009-12-16T21:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY Lyrics :
someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me?
so what if i break down?
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about all the pain in front of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

holding on tightly
just cant let it go
just tryna play my roll
slowly disappear, oooh
well all these tears
they feel like they're the same
just different faces, different names
get me outta here
well i can stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
pass me by

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about all the pain in front of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy
oooh

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about all the pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy